His face was decorated with a mischievous grin, glancing at the others before walking away, hands in his pockets, as he heard them talking bad about him.
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Once he was far enough, his smile stuttered, small tears in his eyes as he ran all the way to his room, curling up into a bit of a ball on the ground, the tears finally letting loose, his expression turning into a pained one, no longer reeking of mischief and lies. "..H-Hah..- ..Don't they know it hurts..-? ..I-I'm human too..-! ..Aren't I..?" He took in a shaky breath, shaking his head, starting to clutch at his shirt, where his heart was. "..No I'm not. ..I put this upon myself. ..I made them all hate me.." He let out a small chuckle, tears continuing to drip down. "..I-I'm a monster. ..I-I-.." He shook his head. "..N-No K-Kokichi..- ..Get a hold of yourself.. ..Y-You need to keep going, so the others can survive.." He gritted his teeth, angry at himself. "D-Don't be selfish! If you be selfish, everyone will die. ..You can't give up your act now..- ..They won't even believe you if you try! So. There. Is. No. Point!"
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"..So why does it hurt so bad..?"
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