Kokichi Angst Oneshots

Monophobia - The Fear Of Being Alone

I cried softly, curling up in a ball in an unknown room. ..Miu and Maki had teamed up, locking me inside some room so I wouldn't 'cause trouble'. ..I wasn't going to.. I could feel my breath slowly starting to go shaky, and feeling as if everything was starting to go dark. An hour ago I had been screaming and yelling for someone to let me out- No answer. ..And so eventually, I gave up, trying not to focus on the fact that I was alone. ..I- ..I had Monophobia. ..The fear of being alone. ..This didn't help at all. ..But- But Saihara Chan was there for me, so it was all good. I wasn't alone. ..But he- He's not here right now. I'm all alone. In some stupid room I can't get out of. ..Why- My thought process was interrupted as I suddenly heard the door knob turn, my shaky eyes slowly moving to who had opened the door, and to be greeted with Shumai. I smiled brightly, feeling relieved and hopeful as I immediately stood up, running over and pulling him into a hug. "Shumai!" I yelled out gratefully, glad that my knight in shining armor was here to save me once more. "..Kokichi." He said. I tilted my head curiously, wondering what he wanted. The way he said my name though felt- ..Off. Though, that was fine- I'm sure whatever it is isn't that bad. "..I'm sorry." He said. Stuck in both confusion and shock at the sudden apology, I stood there, frozen as he pushed me aside. "Shumaii-???" I asked, really confused now. "..You know what you did." Were his last words to me before he shoved me back into the room, making me fall onto my butt with an "Oof!" Why did he push me back in? And then the door closed. I swear, my heart had skipped a beat for a second. I smiled nervously, standing up once more and going over to the door, attempting to turn the knob. "C'mon Shumai- Y-You're joking right? ..Right?" I tried to convince myself as the knob failed to open up. I started to knock harshly, banging on the door as I panicked. "S-Shumai-?!" I couldn't hear anyone. ..He left.

My shaky knees gave out as I fell onto the ground, continuing to bang on the door, and yelling for help, hoping someone would come and free me from this- ..This nightmare..-! My vision had started going blurry as I usually continued to bang, my attempts starting to slow down, until I eventually fell, my forehead against the door, for once hating the fact I was too weak to even be able to break the door down. ..I was so small.. ..I hated that. My hands had started to go shaky, panting softly as I was starting to get out of breath, having used all of my energy up trying to call for help. ..I didn't want to pass out now..- I don't think I could handle it if- ..My thoughts had started turning into mush, my eyes widening, before a sudden burst of panic-filled energy came back, starting to bang hard on the door, my hands starting to hurt from it all. "Someone-! Please-! I don't want to be stuck here!" I yelled hopelessly, knowing nobody would want to save someone like me. ..The truth hurt. ..It really did. My vision had started going blurry with tears, my breath starting to slow down, as well as my heartbeat, it slowing down until it eventually all turned black, passing out, and collapsing against the door, hearing what I hope would've been the faint sound of the door opening, and not my imagination, though I couldn't tell, as I soon had lost consciousness.