TW- *mentions of suicidal thoughts*
We were laying under the stars at the sandlot when all of a sudden yeah yeah asked me a question I didn't wanna hear from him. "Hey y/n?" "Yea?" "Do you ever question your existence?" "What??" "Yeah yeah like you just question why you're here." "I mean sometimes but you shouldn't, you definitely have a purpose!" "Well so do you but thanks." "Sure. But why did you ask that?" "Well, I've just been asking myself if I should-" "DONT!" "Huh?" "Don't ever try to end yourself! I need you!" "Oh. Well I need you too. But it's just hard sometimes you know." "Yea I know. But I need you. And so does the whole crew."
"Yeah yeah your right thank you!" "Of course! Now let's go home it's getting cold!" "Ok! Haha"
A/n: I'm sorry it's so short but I feel like ppl should recognize mental health a lot more! I've struggled with suicidal thoughts, and it's not a joke. I never told my family and I only told my closest friend who kept telling me to go to a therapist for help. Obviously I never did, but it probably would've helped me so much! I'm not near being over the thoughts but I'm close and if anyone needs help just ask me or someone else! Also go watch the sandlot bc no joke it's part of the reason I'm so much better now. Those guys are my comfort characters and I wish I could meet them irl. (Not just to date yeah yeah lmaoo) but seriously ASK FOR HELP!! I luv y'all!🥺🧍🏼♀️
