Do I love him? Do I need him?

Antics

Waking me up out my sleep fully clothed Domo stood over me.

"Get your ass up and make me something to eat." He demanded slapping my bare ass really hard.

Still laying on my stomach I look over at the clock on the nightstand and see it's 10 in the morning.

"Domo I'm tired." I said in low voice but still moving to get up.

"Ion care I let you sleep in." He said Turing around to leave the room.

Getting out the bed I went into the bathroom and immediately started the shower. After showering for fifteen minutes I got out and put on lounge clothes. A pair of grey tights and a white T-shirt. I brushed my teeth and washed my face before going back into our bedroom.

Stripping the bed I placed the bedding in the washer machine then head to the kitchen. To make breakfast.

"Domo what you want to eat?" I asked him as he took a phone call with his business partner Clyde.

"Once second Clyde hold on..... I want pancakes, sausage, omelet, and some smothered potatoes." He said quickly before getting back to his phone call.

Just like him to do the fucking most. I started cooking by cutting up the vegetables for the omelet. Then I cut up and started the potatoes. Twenty minutes later everything was done and I placed both of our plates on the table.

Domo had been ended his phone call. So we would be having breakfast like we did every morning.

"Babe it's ready." I semi yelled to him.

"Thank you K." He said before kissing me on my lips.

Sitting down he began conversation with me.

"What you doing today?" He asked me as he ate his food.

"Nothing much clean up and go out to lunch with the girls. I don't have to work." I explained

"Mhmm... you always tryna go with them bitches." He exaggerated

"Domo... come on I haven't seen them in a while." I stressed back to him.

"You ain't gonna go do nothing but tell them all our business." He said annoyed

"I don't act like this about your friends though. I'm sure you tell them things about me." I said defensively

"Yeah like how I be fucking you... not our personal shit... you be venting and crying to them hoes.. like I'm all bad. Like I don't do shit for you. But hurt you." He said back

"We woke up on a good note and here you go again Domo." I said lowly

"Speak up. If you got something say." He said looking up from his phone that he was aimlessly scrolling on. But if I was scrolling while he was talking to me problem right.

"I just said we woke up on good terms now you mad at me again. I just made you breakfast and instead just chilling you getting hyped because I want to go to lunch." I said respectfully.

"It ain't about the fucking lunch it's about you not keeping our business personal. " he explained

"Okay I won't tell them anything about us. " I said

"Whatever." He said getting up and going to the sink to put his plant down.

He went into the living room and I didn't bother to say anything else to him. Oh well I just start cleaning up the house starting with the kitchen.

After two hours I cleaned the whole house top to bottom. Now it was time to get ready because I was meeting the girls at 1pm.

It's 12:30 so I go lay my outfit out across the bed. Luckily Domo has already left and went to go do whatever because if he saw how dressed up I was getting he would be jealous.

Heading to the bathroom to do my make up. I settled on a light beat. I applied mascara, highlighter, concealer and a simple gloss with a brown lip liner. Going back into the room I quickly changed into my black leather one arm crop top, blue denim ripped jeans and my red and black Christian Dior heels.

I left out the house to get picked up by my friend Lisa because she was my designated driver. She rarely ever drank because she had to breast feed her baby.

20 minutes later we pull up to Merchines a popular brunch spot in our town.

Sitting down at the table we began talking as we are now joined with Sharon and Hallie.

"Hey lying as bitch." Both Sharon and Hallie said in unison looking at me.

"Fuck y'all." I said back rolling my eyes.

"You lied to us saying you was coming out hung up and never showed up. Night got you on lock huh?" Sharon teased

"Y'all leave her alone." Lisa said before laughing.

"Nooo this bitch need an intervention. She love being with that nigga. She can spend a few minutes with us." Hallie added.

"I need a drink. Y'all irritating I came to have fun not listen to y'all act like I owe my life to y'all." I said before flagging down a waitress.

Three drinks in we are all talking again after the awkward silence clears.

"So let's take a picture because who knows when we hang out like this again."
Said Sharon.

Getting up we all took pictures and posted it on our Instagram.

After sitting back down we started eating out food and drinking more drinks. At the point I've had five drinks and I'm past drunk. So I start dancing to the music and posting videos all over my story. Then I get a call from Domo. Ignoring it I make a few more videos vining and twerking in my seat. Then I text Domo and tell him I'm at lunch.

Text messages:

Me: I'm at lunch I'll call you back
Domo 😈💜: nah answer the phone right now

Me: it's loud in here I'm not going to be able to hear you. Just text me babe.

Domo 😈💜: Why you showing out on Instagram?
Me: what you mean?
Domo 😈💜: delete that shit bro. For I get pissed off. Didn't I just beat yo ass yesterday? Fuck wrong with you.
Me: okay babe 😔
Domo 😈💜: you need to come make it up to me 😈
Me: I didn't drive baby
Domo 😈💜: Where you at?
Me: I don't need you to come get me.
Domo 😈💜: either you tell me or I come find you. Which one lil baby?
Me: Domo

I toatally forgot I was out for lunch until the waitress was bringing us our food. I casually joined the conversation again.

Sharon: girl y'all seen how Terrian was doing Alicia opp ass?

Sharon messy ass began telling all her opp business which I didn't care about. I was hoping that Domo didn't pop up on me. He had his ways and I did not even share my location with him on my phone. Shit most the time I need to be safe from his ass hell.

Hallie: Kelly girl yea we got to fill you in becsause you never come out to the club with us.

Me: lies I pop out sometimes. And stop coming for me. I'm not obligated to be with you bitches every event.

Hallie: okay bitch we will stop inviting you.

Me: okay do that. I don't care. Fuck you and your childish ass. Bitch I ain't in high school ion kick it every weekend. I got a got damn life

Hallie: no you so wrap up in Domo

Me: and your point is? And this the reason ion come round y'all. When I do you want to be petty and childish.

Sharon: okay y'all calm down

Me: I'm ready to go

I got a to go box. Placed my food inside and got into a Uber home.