Kelly POV
Leaving target with pregnancy tests I rush home and hurry to give Angelo a bath and put him to bed after a bottle. Then I hurried to get the house ready for august and cook dinner just to save grace I need peace as think my way out this fucking toxic baby mama baby daddy shit. I had enough that with Domo shit don't excite me no more a bitch would rather work at this point. Fuck a man providing shits trouble.
Anyway after putting his plate in my the microwave I went in the bathroom with my baby monitor locked the door and peed on the stick with the shower running in case his ass came home suddenly.
I took like four pregnancy tests just to make sure if it was positive it was super positive.
Something I will do despite august being a toxic ass pimp ass nigga he is a good father and excellent provider just a bit sick. He don't know how to love me unless I'm his fucking pet basically. His ass really wanted a pet basically.
Sit and jump and roll over when I say.
But like I also will accept accountability if I am pregnant because why abort my baby when Angelo is the best thing that ever happened to me. He's been the light to life. Plus august had a point I was never being raped. I was willingly bouncing on his dick so ima push this baby out like I should've done his sperm
I got to have my baby and I pray it's a little girl this time so I can be done having kids and have only one baby daddy. The worst one but one but if it's negative that's perfect.
Waiting the ten minutes my thoughts raced they all went off seconds to minutes within each other and three said positive and one negative. That made my thoughts race even more that's like what? So I made my way back into the box to check again so I drank a bottle of water fast as hell and forced pee out because I need to hurry up.
Five minutes later a get a hard knock on the bathroom door.
August: open the door what you lock it for? You here alone.
Kelly: I'm showering and didn't want your creep ass to do just that walk in here
August: man open the fucking door
opening the door fully clothed I just decided to tell the truth.
Kelly: I'm trying to peacefully take a pregnancy test august fuck
August: I already know the answer what it say?
Kelly: three positive one negative and...
The beeping sound of the other test went off I looked down and couldn't even get any words out my heart dropped to my ass in joy and pain because what the fuck are we about to do because it also said positive.
August: you pregnant like I said I did it on purpose so I don't know what you needed clarification for.
Kelly: Why would that surprise me if that's what you did the first time too?
August: but you acting surprised though.
Kelly: I don't know what your ass got in stored for me over the next nine months honestly
August: stop it I treat you well would treat you even better if you listen
Deciding to walk away I just went the kitchen to make me a plate of food.
Trailing behind me I warmed his up as I made mine and then in return warmed mine as I sat his plate at the table with his drink.
He sat down and start eating. I don't want to sit with him so I decided to go to the room. Just for him to grab me as I walked past him.
August: man sit to ass down Bruh
Kelly: uggghh
Sitting down I just ate my food at a reasonable pace to hurry up knowing that's not even going to stop him from fucking bothering me.
August: I don't like how we can't sit down and have a meal together it don't matter if he was fussing we need to put the shit behind us G you pregnant it is what it is let it go. Go tell everybody on Instagram or something okay a shower with Lisa and leave that drama alone
Kelly: alright
August: Nah I'm serious stop playing with that alright shit cause I don't want to repeat myself you need to fall in line I said I'm sorry the shot over and done
Kelly: it is over and done because it was never over and done you never stopped half the shit I cried to you about just adjusted some things. So yea the conversation is done and over cause it never was even actually happening
August sat with a twisted up look on his face as he sat and ate his oxtails and rice.
We sat in science for like a few more minutes before he continued
August: I ain't gone keep arguing you just gone make me leave for the night
Kelly: do that august go fuck one of your hoes instead of taking your baby momma to the hospital to see about the baby or some fatherly shit like that you hoe
August: alright Kelly hahaha get fucked up
Kelly: Nah go august go
August: MAAAAN YOU GETTING BESIDE YOURSELF SHIT THE FUCK UP ON GOD
Immediately jumping back a little at the base in his voice I couldn't even speak immediately. It's like he had my ass on mute. Deciding to just not even eat no more I got up from the table and just left my food.
August: man come eat my bad Just shut the fuck up sometimes
After a silent diner we went to bed with Angelo in the bed with us on my side cause I know I ain't gon roll over. Angelo don't let his momma sleep no way he be up speaking gibberish
I just wanted the baby to be with me and I knew if I tried to sleep in Angelo room because I did put a bed in there but august would have thought that I was trying to be petty.
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