Do I love him? Do I need him?

Corporate lady

I wake for yet another day of work but today I'm going into the center. Entering the center I see the boys playing on the courts. The team has really grown over the years to play in state tournaments. One of our biggest accomplishments and one of the ways we keep the kids out of trouble and busy.

Today we have a day we call Breezy day where we just have self care day and fun. It's every year before Christmas break it's our gift to the kids. We have food, games, prizes, cash, free hair cuts and hair dos, free clothes give away.
All from donations from the city and people in the city.

A few hours into work my Apple Watch keeps going off flashing Chinos number but I'm busy on lunch duty making nachos, serving pizza, and dessert at the same time. For over 200 hundred kids.

One hour later playing kickball with the kids and I get a phone call that I once again can't not answer but it's from Lisa.

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Three hours later

I'm off work and I finally get to the hotel and I'm settled in and I realize I never looked at Chinos texts or called Lisa back. Deciding to call Lisa back first I FaceTimed her.

Lisa: What's up bitch... get cho ass out the bed let's go get drinks and have dinner.

Me: ugghhh fine lets roll friend

Lisa: alright bitch meet me at Lush and Uber bitch cause we getting fucked tonight.

Getting up I showered and shaved my whole body. Then I put of a white spaghetti strapped dress. With my red Gucci pumps.

I then decided I would wear no make up and just change up my hair style. So I did a half up half down with beach wave curls.
Grabbed my phone and some cash before calling the Uber.

Getting to Lush I get a table for two. And order three shots and martini while I wait on Lisa.
Taking the three shots I just start to sip on the martini.

Then I remember chino messages again and finally open them.

🥰:  You want me to bring you breakfast 9:00a
🥰: ik you not mad bout that petty shit from last night 2:00pm

It's now 8:30pm oh lord he going to be mad at me Chile.

Me: No.... I'm sorry it's just been a busy day
🥰: ion care no mo
Me: Chino don't do that
🥰: bye Ace
Me: I had a busy day at my day job. I Promise daddy.
🥰: bye Ace

Deciding not to go back and forth I did not reply to him. Then I notice Lisa sit down at the table.

"Bitch you drinking without me?" She asked referencing my drink that was empty. Chino had stressed me out because I didn't know how long he was going to play mean.

"I done had a martini and 3 shots of Hennessy girl. But let's get some shots sis." I suggested

"Okay I'm getting Don Julio shots tho ima catch up so ima get 8 shots. 4 for you 4 for me." She explained.

"Okay bitch lets go." I cheered

Ordering those shots we also order food I got garlic noodles and lobster and she got the same but crab legs.

We took the shots quickly and before allowing them to kick in we ordered two shots of Hennessy a piece. Quickly threw those back. At this point I'm drunk and I need a little food to sober me up. But while we waiting on the food I start making Instagram post with Lisa us singing the music that lush was playing. Taking shots and the whole nine. Enjoying each other's company. Before you know it we eat out food and it's 10:30pm