Do I love him? Do I need him?

Baby shower

It's been a interesting but beautiful journey. Despite what got me here I can honestly say I'm happy that I'm bringing in this bundle of joy. Even more happy we are keeping the gender a surprise. I got my fingers crossed on a girl so I can name her Arla (R-la).

This morning as been pure bliss. My child's father had the whole room covered in roses and an warm bath ran. After taking my bath I came back to the room and he had a massage therapist there ready to run down every nook and cranny.

After receiving the lovely massage that made my body feel so relaxed and rejuvenated. I truly felt at ease and even more ready to tackle the day. I thought I would be doing a lot of ripping and running but it seems like I won't be lifting a finger.

Sitting in the love seat in a robe hair and make up enter the room. I chose a soft glam gold and natural toned look. For my hair I decided a beach wave curl to my 16 inch blunt cut middle part.

Then wardrobe came in a series of lovely gowns and dresses from all high end places you could think of. Versace Gucci Vera wang Hermès Chanel and more.

Choosing a dress that complemented my make up look but also showed off my body in a elegant way.

After getting dressed August finally appeared dressed in a black tux. For details he had a good matching handkerchief and bow tow.

Kissing me passionately he tells me has a surprise for me that's going to give my outfit the touches that it needs. Entering the closet with my eyes closed. He reveals the room to me after a heart felt speech about how excited for the baby he is. He also mentioned how much he appreciates me and what I'm doing bringing life into the world.

Looking around the room it's filled with jewelry necklaces bracelets rings earrings clothing pens and even watches.

August: pick five items for tonight a ring, necklace, earrings, you know then you can get two things for later. Everything's your to keep. My gift to you baby.

Kelly: you tryna show out today awww your the fucking sweetest I swear

August: this ain't nothing baby mama.

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The baby shower was complete lovely it was set up lavender and blue girl or boy themed. To keep the momentum for when we find out the gender later. The entrance was like a red carpet with my maternity photos as the back drop. With a fancy table that had a candy bar and a jar for people to vote boy or girl on there way in.

Inside there was a balloon arch. A glass sculpture of B and G. Chandeliers and yellow and purple roses as center pieces. He did exactly what I wanted and more. August truly is so sweet he has his moments but even then he's not mean.

Sitting down in the royal gold chairs for us we looked amazing. We had just taken pictures with everyone

August: you take pictures with everyone?

Kelly: yes babe

August: you missed someone

Skimming the room over mostly his family, friends, the girls and security couldn't really pin who he could be talking about

Kelly: who?

August: the god momma

Then Lisa came entering the room with gifts in hand and Xavier with her.

Coming up to me she embraced me in the tightest longest hug. I started to cry and everything. August has done everything to make this day special.

After eating it was time to open gifts going through everything his family brought I was truly appreciative. They brought everything you could imagine I'm damn near set.

August: we would like to thank everyone for coming out. We appreciate the gifts and love you guys have shared with us today.

Kelly: Seriously you guys made the day really special. I'll never forget this day.

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At home

Getting inside the house I go straight to the room. Entering it my whole eyes lit up it was covered in red rose petals that were shaped into hearts. Candle lit the room giving it a dim lighting. He had lingerie spread out on the bed a lavender two piece. With a beautiful lavender fluffy tulle see through Rob to match.

Looking down I notice a note picking it up to read it it reads.

"I've loved every moment of this process. You are truly the most beautiful woman. Beyond your looks watching your body change to bear our child and you roll with your insecurities and the weight gain happily. That's why I wanted the day to be so special. You absolutely deserve the whole world.
..............
What better way to end the Day than a beautiful night cap? So Ive picked you out something real nice... get changed and I'll be in shortly.
-Love your baby daddy

Getting freshened up and retouching up my hair and taking off my make up. I looked beautiful still.

Five minutes later august entered the room with a tray in hand that had fruit on it. Along with cheese and crackers. The other hand had two glasses of apple cider and a cold bottle on it.

It is trying to have mock champagne and get sloppy pretend drunk?

Kelly: August this day has truly been beautiful thank you for making it so special. I'm so thankful I've never experienced this much... this much..

August: love, genuine care, affection, what baby?

Kelly: everything I can fucking cry

August: mhmm just show me how thankful you are baby

He said kissing my lips softly. Then again before reopening the kids forcing his tongue in my mouth.

Before I knew it I was naked bend over. In all fours getting made love to. The gentle thrusts and pounding sensation of him hitting my g spot.

Making me cum over and over again. I just moaned out how much I loved him more and more each orgasm.

Then we laid naked cuddled together and went to sleep.