I just want it to be over

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We rush out the house rushing to the emergency room to have the baby.

I can't stop screaming as the contractions rip through my body. August is trying the rub my back and that shit making it hurt even more

A few hours later I give birth to a beautiful healthy baby girl. That we decided to name Amillia (A-Mil-lee-ah)

After the gave me a few minutes with the baby they took her to the nursery so I could rest and sleep.

I fell  asleep so quick unlike my first pregnancy with Angelo I couldn't believe he was here I stayed up just to be with him. But now I know I'm be with them everday enjoy when you can get a nap

I wake a few hours later to the nurses assuming it was time the breast feed I rose quickly to attend to my baby. But as I looked around the room I seen nothing but flowers and housed bags all around the room.

"August I—" before I could even finish he start talking over me

"Baby I know we was fighting before this but I'm sorry I want to do right by you and our family I'm sorry."

"August please can we just take a break co parent and then maybe come back." I asked because I'm honestly drained I need time for me.

"Man fuck it I'm tired of having to try and force you to stay leave I don't even care no more.don't contact me unless it's about my kids I dont give a fuck about shit concerning you. And find yo self a job bitch cause you ain't gonna live off me. I'm only providing enough for the kids." He said Before exiting  the room all dramatic

Knowing I just pissed him off I feel satisfied but also mean what the fuck I'm saying I don't want to be with him anymore period.
I'm sure he's going to make this hard. But shit if that's what it is oh well because im not going back.

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