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I wake up in Bucky's arms in a robe. Where did it- he saw me naked. BUCKY SAW ME- I don't even want to think about it. I wrap my other arm before he sets me gently down on my bed. I don't want to let go but he can't carry me forever.

My head hurts, everything hurts.

"Buc-" I groan and cut myself off. It hurts to talk.

"What happened Morgan are you okay?" His eyebrows are furrowed. I see the worry in his eyes.

"I don't know I- I guess I slipped but I'm okay."

"Morgan I was calling your name for like 10 minutes trying to pick the lock."

He was an assassin for like 90 years and he can't pick a lock?

Probably not what I should be thinking about right now. "I-"

I'm at a loss for words. I blocked out that memory as much as I could. I never wanted to go back to that again, feel that pain again. I never want to think about any of it.

"I should get someone." He stands up and starts walking away.

"No!" I don't need anybody. I don't want him dragging people in just to ask a bunch of questions.

I shoot up from my bed fighting every ounce of pain shooting from my head, down my spine and into my feet. I try again, "I'm okay really. You don't have to get any doctors or anything."

"I just want to make sure you're okay."

"I'm okay, I am. I just fell that's all." I look down at my robe, "thanks for..helping me."

He walks back over to me and gets his face what felt like inches away from mine, "Are you sure you're okay Morgan?"

I would have been if all of those feelings didn't come rushing back.

I want to hug him, kiss him, tell him everything that's going on. But I can't. "Yes, I promise."

"Go lay down, I'll make you some tea." He turns around and walks away. I know he probably meant go lay down my bed but I can't be alone. I cant shut down again. So I go out to the living room and lay down but I leave enough room for Bucky to sit by me.

He sees me laying down, sets down the cup, grabs a blanket and sits down. As I turn on F.R.I.E.N.D.S he lifts up my head gently, puts the blanket on his lap as a pillow for me, and starts playing with my hair.

I drift in and out of sleep for awhile until I wake up around 1 and remember I am going out with Wanda today.

I sit up slowly and grab my head from the shooting pain I get, nothing some Advil can't fix.

"What are you doing?"

I turn around to face him, "I remembered I promised Wanda we would do something today."

"Are you sure you're up for it?"

I want to kiss him so bad, but I'm scared. What if I lose him. What if HYDRA does get him back and he turns on me like Blake did.

No. He wouldn't, no.

I kiss him shaking, ready to cry, and say "Yes." before I get up and get ready. I feel him watching me as I walk away.

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IM SORRY THIS PART WAS KINDA IRRELEVANT I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD WAY TO SLIP IN THE FLASHBACK

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