Afraid to love again -Jaeyong

Prologue

Jaehyun is smiling and making coffee. He loves working at the café, even though its 9 years of him working there. The smell of coffee making its way through his nose and making him relaxed.

He is sure annoyed of the fact that girls drool over him a lot and ask for his number almost 10 times through his shift and give him hundreds of letters. But if it helps the manager, he won't complain. Plus, it helps increase his salary. Each day goes with him giving fake numbers to the girls or sometimes rejecting them politely.

If he would tell people he was into guys, they wouldn't have these many customers so he would rather not tell. Sure, he had guys who would flirt with him but they weren't as much as it was with girls.

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"Mama, why are you crying?" A 5-year-old kid asked his dad why he was crying everyday. The kid, Jisung, would call his dad, Taeyong, 'mama' because that was Jisung's first word to Taeyong and then it became a habit.

"Ji, I'm sorry" This was an everyday thing. Taeyong had always thought he didn't give Jisung a perfect life. Jisung didn't understand why his dad said sorry but he would say 'its okay'. He was smart for his age. Taeyong homeschooled Jisung, since he didn't want him to go through bullies and all that. Jisung had seen Taeyong with his ex-boyfriend and that's when he knew his dad was interested in boys.

"Do you want to go somewhere, Ji?" Taeyong said wiping of his tears. At night he would think about his past and he would end up crying, barely getting any sleep. He was weak. He was scared of everything. Even his parents beat him when they found he was pregnant with Jisung and kicked him out. His parents were actually kind enough to give him money. He does have some problem but manages it. He goes to school and while he does that he has a friend named Byun Baekhyun who takes care of Jisung. Taeyong had shared everything with him and how my life has gone by, he was always by Taeyong's side.

"Yesh!" Jisung squealed excitedly and jumped up and down clapping his hands. Taeyong chuckled and ruffled his son's hair.

"Go get ready, Ji" Jisung nodded and ran to his room to change, Taeyong did the same. 

"Mama, Jisung ready!" Jisung said coming out in a pink sweater with white strips across, and black jeans and Mickey Mouse shoes. Taeyong cooed and got ready while Jisung sat down waiting for his dad. Both of them got ready and went out of the house and walking away.