Afraid to love again -Jaeyong

Chapter 19

Warnings: Mention of rape 

Both of them broke the kiss as Taeyong's cheeks were coloured with red adding to the blush, while Jaehyun smiled with his dimples and went back to his seat and started driving. Taeyong just looked at his legs as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.

Jaehyun made him very happy and treated him like a prince or a delicate object that he should protect forever and that's what Taeyong like about Jaehyun. He was a gentleman. Taeyong knew deep down he had feelings for Jaehyun as well but didn't want to agree to them. But now Taeyong in his stomach had finally decided he likes Jaehyun. He couldn't help but feel butterflies as he thought of them together as a couple.

"Tae? Tae?....Hello? Tae?" Jaehyun finally shook Taeyong a little who was lost in his thoughts. Taeyong then snapped out of his thoughts and looked at Jaehyun who was right infront of him and had eyes full of worry.

"Huh? Yeah?" Taeyong said while blushing, Jaehyun moved back and asked,

"Are you okay? I called you for about 2 minutes. We are here" Jaehyun said, and Taeyong nodded

"I'm fine. Let's go" Both of them then stepped into the restaurant and sat down on the table, looking at the menu and ordering what they want. Taeyong was panicking and it was bad, because he accepted his feelings and now he would be the more panicked gay than he usually is.

"Do u mind if I ask about something?" Jaehyun asked, and Taeyong hesitantly nodded.

"Jisung how was he born? I mean like you don't have a lover. I'm sorry I'm just curios, you don't have to answer if you don't want" Jaehyun hesitantly asked, Taeyong inhaled and exhaled. One day, he had to tell Jaehyun about this.

"I was in middle school with ten at the time. I knew I was not straight because I liked this one boy in our class. Ten kept pressuring me to confess. One day, I confessed but then he told everyone how I liked boys and it was wrong and so everyone hated me but ten stayed with me" Taeyong chuckled sadly remembering his past, while Jaehyun stared at a angel who he needed to protect forever.

"So anyway, fast forward to going to high school, many people still hated me while some were fine with me since they saw how being gay or lesbian wasn't bad. And that's when I met Yuta and dodo. Ten had left to another school by then. There was this new boy who came in our school and he was very kind and was very cute to me so eventually I developed feelings. But then when that guy accepted me months later...he-" Taeyong cleared his throat and drank the water trying to keep his tears in. "He- raped me. After that I got pregnant and had Jisung." Taeyong didn't want to look up, he didn't know what to feel right now, he felt numb.

Jaehyun smiled and slowly grabbed taeyong's hand, as he watched Taeyong look up at him with his beautiful eyes.

"You are most strongest person, I've ever met. You really are an angel sent by god down to this earth. Just remember, I'll be there to support you always." Jaehyun said in a soft honey like voice. Taeyong was about to cry, no one had ever been so sweet to him, he was overwhelmed.

"T-thank you.." Taeyong said and just then their food arrived cutting of their cute little moment.