Taeyong just sat there on his bed thinking about what happened a few moments ago. He just can't fall into that again. He knows Jaehyun is a good guy but he just can't fall into that love hole again. He's had too much of people ordering him around, hitting him like he's a random object.
Flashback
Taeyong slowly closed and started kissing back. jaehyun couldn't even hide his happiness so he smiled into the kiss. Taeyong slowly realized what he was doing and he immediately pulled back. Jaehyun panicked he did something wrong, because Taeyong's eyes showed literal fear.
"G-good night, jae" Taeyong said and ran back home, not looking back to Jaehyun who was calling his name out. Jaehyun sighed, he had no idea what he did wrong. He can probably text Taeyong a sorry and see him tomorrow when Tae calms down.
Taeyong panted and opened the door as he tired not to breakdown. Jisung came to his sight as he heard the door opening.
"mama!" Jisung smiled, but that smile turned to a frown when he saw his mama panting "mama, are chu okay?"
Taeyong kneeled down and ruffled his son's hair "I'm okay baby, Why don't you get ready for bed?" Jisung nodded and hurried to his room.
Taeyong then heard his phone ding and he opened it, he received a message by a unknown number.
Hi, Tae. This is Jaehyun, i asked your number from Ten.
I'm sorry for what happened. I didn't mean to kiss you, I just- i'm sorry. I probably shouldn't haven't done that without your consent. I'm really sorry. Could i say this to you in person tomorrow? I am really sorry. If u want to meet up - The cafe i work at. 4:00 Pm. I'll be waiting.
Taeyong took a deep breath as flashbacks from the past were coming back to him. He decided to shower to take his mind of this.
End of flashback-
Taeyong bathed and thought about if he should go and meet Jaehyun. He decided to think about it tomorrow. He went to check on jisung, he saw Jisung sleeping without a blanket on him and he put a blanket on his son, kissing him a good night
"Goodnight, sweetheart"
"Goodnight, mama~" Jisung whispered back. Taeyong closed the lights off the room and went to sleep on his bed,unknowingly thinking about a certain someone.
The next morning, Taeyong got up and got ready to make breakfast with his son. Taeyong smiled as he saw Jisung in a cute outfit.
"mama! I wore clothes myself" Jisung said excitedly and proudly that he had done that by himself. Taeyong smiled at his son
"Good job jisungie, you're growing up. Now, who wants pancakes?" Taeyong said and jisung excitedly raised his hand, shouting a 'Me!'
While cooking, Taeyong and Jisung laughed as the flour went all over the place. But after the pancakes were done, Taeyong cleaned the whole kitchen and changed his clothes as he got flour over him.
While eating, Taeyong's mind went to Jaehyun. He thought about whether he should go or not. He looked at the time and saw its 12:00 pm.
He still had time to think.....
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what do you think Taeyong will do?
Will he go or not?
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Afraid to love again -Jaeyong
Fanfiction~SLOW UPDATES~ Taeyong a single parent with his child Jisung, who is 5 years. Ex-boyfriend left him after he got pregnant and gave him a choice to do abortion and have him or keep the child and lose him. After he had Jisung, he dated a boy but when...
