Chapter 12

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Taeyong just decided to watch a movie by himself drowning himself in snacks and what not. he hated himself for being so weak but he couldn't do anything. Taeyong knew if he went to see Jaehyun he would break down and tell his whole past which will then lead to Jaehyun judging him and blah blah blah. 

Taeyong knew Jaehyu was and is a good man but these voices inside his head don't ever let him live ever. He's had these voices since he had been with his first boyfriend. His first boyfriend beat him up, scolded him, cheated on him. Then taeyong had a crush on this one boy after few years and Ten told him to ask him. Taeyong did ask him but the boy just embarrassed by telling the whole school fake rumors about Taeyong. Taeyong since then had never tired again.

Taeyong would never admit but he felt love,safety, and warmth pouring into the kiss. He tired to focus on the drama he was currently watching.


On the other hand... Jaehyun was not too surprised that Taeyong didn't show up. But he did feel his heart break. Even if he would lose Taeyong as a lover or a partner but he didn't want to lose Taeyong as friend. Jaehyun decided to cut his shift short and go to a shop to buy a gift for Tae, apologizing. Jaehyun kept thinking about why Taeyong kissed him back though....

Jaehyun reached the store and decided to buy flowers, one scented candle and a necklace. He just wanted Taeyong to stay happy at this point. Jaehyun bought these items and went to Taeyong's house. When he reached, he figured Taeyong didn't want to see him at the moment so he kept it at the front step and rang the bell. 

Jisung heard the bell unlike someone who was drowning himself in drama and snacks so he decided to open the door but he frowned when he saw flowers and gifts at the door. 

"Mama! There is something at the door!" Jisung called out, and Taeyong frowned when he saw the gifts after he came out and went to the door. He gently picked it up and read the card that said,

I'm sorry....I really am :(. Can we go back to being friends? 

-JH 

Taeyong sighed trying himself to stop smiling. No one had done this for him. It was pretty overwhelming. He smelled the flowers, they definitely did smell nice. He then picked up the scented candle and necklace.

The scented candle had a card that said 

It has a  Floral. Just like you like it ~:D

Taeyong's heart fluttered. Jaehyun remembered his favourite scented candle smell. He then opened the box of the necklace and saw another small card that said,

The necklace you wanted the other day~

I'm sorry once again 

Taeyong looked up to find if Jaehyun had left or if he was still there. Taeyong pouted when he couldn't see Jaehyun anymore. 

Jaehyun, who was hidden in a bush smiled knowing Taeyong forgave him. 

Taeyong then took out his phone and went to Jaehyun's contact typing out a message

We can meet today in 20 minutes.


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