Day 7
Kosh pondered on the idea all night. Could it be possible that they were splitting apart in their friendship? Maybe. He thought.
He laid on his side and starred out the window. He honestly thought they would be together, ha. How ignorant of him.
He beat himself up about it all night. The fact that he fell for fates false signs, the fact the he fell for her. Unbelievable. And that's where he thought he would end the waiting. The suspense. He would just get over her. Easy.
*One Month Later*
Kosh woke up felling tired as usual. He almost never felt like getting up in the morning. 3rd period was just a constant reminder of the hell he'd put himself through. And lunch was even worse. He felt it was pointless to get up in the morning.
He got up and got dressed. Grabbed his Monster, picked up his bag, and walked out the door. He listened to music all day and payed attention to almost no one. Lunch came around and Kosh sat at his table and listen to people's comments about their day. Then he saw Kaytlin and his friend Tony walk in.
Tony was holding Kaytlin's hand and walking towards Kosh's table. They sat down and Tony went and got her lunch.
"Ezreal!!!" She said with excitement.
"Ahri!" He said trying to sound as enthusiastic as her. "Are you dating Tony?" He asked. He had already guessed the answer before she said it but he wasted to prove his theories.
"Yeah he's cute and really nice." she replied.
"Yeah. Hey I got to go to B house, I'll see you later." He lied
"Okay bye!" He walked out of the building, out of her sight and sat down. He thought about all the times this has happened to him. All the times Tony has done this. He chuckled. Every year. It happened every year. Kosh went though the rest of the day without talking, got home and slept.
Later that night his mom woke him up crying.
"I need to talk to you and Brad." She said
He got out of bed wondering what was going on. In the living room was Brad sitting on the couch. I sat next to him.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"It's grandma, she's not doing great. At all. Her cancer has moved to the brain and we don't know how long she'll last." It didn't really hit Kosh at all.
"We're going up to see her this weekend. You're cousins will be here on Friday night and we'll be leaving really early Saturday morning."
Kosh didn't know how to feel. His grandma has had cancer for the past 6 years but didn't effect her as far as Kosh could tell. Last time he saw her she was still... Her.
"You can go back to bed Kosh. Just wanted to inform you." And so he did. And slept through the night.
That's all for this book, I know it was kind of an abrupt ending but in Kosh's mind, that's how it was. This book is dedicated to Patty (Last name not stated for personal reasons). ????-2015. Also dedicated to Caitlyn (Last name not stated for personal reasons) Words from Kosh: "I had him make this book for you to let you know how I feel, but not who I am. I love you, or at least thought I did. I don't know how you felt about me and was always to scared to ask. Once this book reaches you I will already be gone. I have moved to California for ever. Goodbye." Kosh had me write this book for you but obviously it's not all his life. He asked me to add a lot of my life in because my experience was more interesting with you. You do know Kosh. Or did at least.
Don't forget to like this book and follow Absent-Thoughts for more. he will make one every time he has another experience like this.
