Tw: self-harm, mild cursing
OK BTW I WAS READING IN ANOTHER LIFE WHILE RIGHTING HIS ALSO
THE STORY GETS WAY BETTER THE FIRST CHAPTER IS CRAP BUT PLZ READ
It's been a week since Reki and Langa made up after their fight.
But since the fight reki did things... things he could never undo.
Things he knew were wrong but he did it anyways.
Rekis Pov
"Who's that dude who's always with Snow?"
"Just some lowlife that hangs out with him."
"No need to remember his name"
Just the dude who's always with Snow... there right
I turn around to see Miya and shadow . They kept on laughing about it. Well me.
It's true.
It's all true.
I'm worthless.
I'll never be as good as langa.
He's so perfect...
He has pretty long blue hair and blue eyes with perfect skin.
He has some of the best grades in the class.
And he's so much better than me at skateboarding...
I felt so one tap my shoulder as I turned around I saw langa.
"Reki I know. I know that your jealous I know that you wish that you could skate as well as the rest of us. But remember. Your not. And you will never be. It's discussing how envious you are. "
No.no.no.
3rd Pov.
Reki sat up covered in sweat clenching his chest.
He wrapped his arms around himself for comfort, comfort that no one else would give him.
He stumbled out of bed and got down on his knees to grab a pocket knife from under his bed.
At this point, thic(cc)k wet tears were streaming down the redhead's face.
He rolled up his shorts and let the blade glide against his skin.
It felt like pain and agony for every second but at the same time, he felt relieved.
"I'm sorry..." reki whispers underneath his breath.
reki kept ongoing.
"Your... you're so pathetic!" Reki said shaking.
"Why can't you be as good as him!?"
"What's the point of trying if everything I do isn't worth anything anyway
...
Reki looked down to realize what he did... again.
"Sh¡t! Sh¡t sh¡t!" Reki cursed under his breath.
He crawled to the bathroom and rinsed off his thighs.
He bandaged them and changed clothes.
...
the next morning Rekis Pov
I woke up to my phone ringing. Sounded like the end of the world.
My felt legs tingle I looked down and remembered what happened last night.
... it's fine. I'll stop... eventually.
I felt my eyes get heavier and heavier as I stared at my Ceiling Just as my eyes shut I heard a loud bang.
"Rekiiiii get up!" Koyomi yelled opening and slamming the door over and over again...
"Why do you do this to me," I said I'm a whisper.
After a few minutes, I get ready and grab my bento box from the counter.
...
On my way to school, I see Langa.
Crap what do I say?
Why am I overthinking this?
"Hey, Reki!" Langa says starting to skate next to me.
"Hi," I say.
As we got to school everyone started at langa.
I mean who wouldn't but still.
Every few seconds people would look back at me. Sometimes they laugh or turn to their friends.
What if they're talking about me.
What if-
"Reki?" I heard langa say as he grabbed my wrist.
I felt my face heat up.
"Hmm? " I said slightly turning my head so he couldn't see how red my face was.
"Are you ok?" Langa said looking at me directly in the eyes,
Before I could say anything the bell rang.
Saved by the bell.
A good 20 minutes into class I got bored.
I started sketching out random things from skateboards to yeti's.
As I was doing this a piece of paper got flung on my desk.
I looked up to see by who.
I saw langa staring at me giving me a 'are you going to open that?' Look.
I turned back to the tiny crumpled-up note and opened it.
'You never answered my question.'
'What?' I wrote then passed the note back to Langa.
He looked up at me and wrote something down. He passed me the note
'I asked if you were ok and you never answered' =~=
Damn, I thought he forgot.
'Oooohhh I'm fine ✨...why do you ask?' I say dropping the note on the floor.
Langa picked up the note. (Totally not what I and my friend do in math)
L:'Oh you just seemed stressed. '
R:'Oh it's fine '
L: ' can I come over after school my mom is out of town and I don't feel like being alone. OvO
R:'sure my mom will be fine with it. She likes you more than me.
L:'dododon't say that! She loves you and I know you know that!'
R:'yeah yeah'
...
TBC
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"Fine" ||Langa x reki (renga )||
Fanfiction¨I'm fine. ¨ that's what he says. but it was obviously not true. He says he's fine but he's not. but what's better than faking it till you make it. if you make it. ⚠️ This story may contain selfharm, (I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS ) TOP AW...
