𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨

𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧 ☔︎ | 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭

I was doordashing since it was like my new job and it passed freetime like nothing, all the other pieces of shit were sitting on their ass at home. It was Saturday but we could get some more footage for next week or for tomorrow's video. But that would put more editing on Julian since he was editing the podcast video and the main channel video.

Not even my girlfriend could hang out with me, she was busy with college classes. Maybe that's what she said, either that or she was doing something. I don't remember it quite well.

*ding*

I got a request and easily accepted it going to the restaurant picked, I then drove to the house. Wait... this is fucking Nat's house and the gu ordering this isn't anyone I've heard of. He's probably a friend, right? I mean they could just be studying or he's tutoring her. Or maybe he's fucking her.... Oh god if he's fucking her I'm going to beat his ass I swear. I continued to drive over to her house not needing directions. Once I got there I stormed out of the car with his food getting ready to throw the drink at the guy.

"Hel-" Nat stops in front of me

"Here's your fucking food cheater" I drop the food and throw the drink at the grass

"Hey man what the fuck?" the guy came running pushing me

"Who the fuck are you?" I push him back

"I'm her boyfriend Ricky... who the fuck are you?" he put his arm in front of Nat

"You fucking cheating bitch. I new you would pull some shit like this" I stepped closer to her

"Hey man personal space" he pushes me back

"I'm her fucking boyfriend you piece of shit" I look at him

"No I'm her boyfriend" he looks at me

"What the fuck Nat??" I look at her

"I- I this wasn't supposed to happen... . you guys were never supposed to-"

"So you've been with this piece of shit for 3 years?" he points at me

"3 years!?!? Nat we've been together for 2 years... "

"This wasn't supposed to happen" she covered her ears with her hands

"Too bad it happened. Karma" I raise an eyebrow shrugging my shoulders

"What the fuck" the guy besides me says

"Well have a nice fucking meal. We're over" I say stopping the food leaving into my car

"Wait!! Logan!" she grabs my sweater

"Fuck off" I rip my arm from her grip

"Wait!" she comes in front of me

"What the fuck do you want Natalie!??!?! You literally cheated on me with another guy you've been with for 3 years!!! 3 years Natalie!! I don't want to fucking talk to you" I walk off

"Please just listen!!" she pops up again

"Fine I'll listen" I cross my arms

"Listen... you weren't supposed to find this out!! I was going to break up with everyone!! I felt like we had something more like you now interesting" she comes up to me drawing circles on my shirt

"Get the fuck off me. And what the fuck do you mean everyone?!?!!" I back off tilting my head

"Nothing to worry about just lets get back together!!" she jumps on me

"Get the fuck off" I lightly yank her off of me

"And no I don't want to get back with you. Once a cheater always a cheater" I walk off getting into my car quickly driving off

I didn't feel shit, all I felt was anger. I clocked out and went to the house taking my anger out on my pillows, then going for a jog. It was late at night but what? I had my pocket knife with me. Once I headed inside the boys were all filming... fuck I don't want to have an attitude with them. But then suddenly I had water poured on me, syrup, and slapped with flour. I was pissed and let my anger out.

"WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!" I yell really loudly

"Yo it was a joke" Frank says laughing while putting his hand on my shoulder

"Get the fuck off me you toxic piece of shit" I get his arm off of me

"Woah lowg chill" Julian says coming towards me

"Don't even come at me with that shit Jul" I point at him

"What the fuck is up with you?" Danny says annoyed

"I literally fucking got cheated on and ecperinced it the worst way possible. You guys should've fucking noticed when I went on a jog. I never fucking jog!!!! You guys never pay attention to me or care"

"Lowg" Julian comes to me

"You especially!! You only fucking care about your cousin and it shows"

"What the fuck? No I don't I care about you too"

"No you don't!! Don't even try to hide it. Behind the scenes you never give a shit about me nor Danny!" I point at him

"Woah motherfucker no I don't" 

"Of course you wouldn't fucking notice. You never notice you're the problem in shit never" Julian backed away shocked

"I'm leaving... not just this house but also sweetea. I didn't enjoy this piece of shit group anyway" Danny yells the last word leaving

"Same I'm fucking done with this" Frank says leaving

"There's a line lowg and you passed that. Look what you fucking caused" he said leaving too

"What the fuck?" I whisper to myself

And like that everyone was gone... it was me. The last member in sweetea and in the house. Losing not only my girlfriend but my bestest of friends..... what the fuck is wrong with me. There's no way I'm getting them back. 

 As requested from @Tidkdndjeof  !! I don't know if it's angst but sorry for not updating I've been going through the motions lately. But I got some merch finally!!! I hope you guys did too! If not some people are selling their merch they got because they got the wrong size or don't want it. 

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