𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨

𝐚𝐥𝐥 ☀︎︎ | 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟 | 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲

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I finally arrived to my house, bringing in all the boxes and moving everything by myself since my family does hate me.

Once I was done moving everything my close friend headed off to work, we already cleaned the house and I planned where everything was going to go. I had some things sent here before I moved, I just wanted me and my mother to get into another heated fight so I could just leave. That in fact did happen that's why I'm here today and why almost all my house is furnished.

This place was two story, four bed, three bath, pool, laundry room, garage, and balcony on one of the rooms. It was a very chill house and people said the neighborhood is like great and safe.

I heard the doorbell and knocking, following that a sweet voice.

"Hello?" I looked out the door

"Hi! Were Jane and Jack next door" the old woman pointed at the house next door

"Hi! Uhm sorry I look like a mess... did I make too much noise?" I ask nervously

"No! No sweetheart.. we brought you some pie!" she says nudging her husband

"Oh uhm thank you so much you really didn't have too!" I say taking the pie

"It's alright hun.. it's a housewarming gift" she said waving a hand

"Are you two married?" I ask them

"Yeah we are" she smiles

"May I ask how many years?"

"70 years" she says clinging onto his arm

"Oh wow... that's a long time" I say smiling

"Yeah she's a really beauty" her husband says patting her head

They are so adorable.

"I hope you guys have a wonderful day and I'll pay you back for the homemade pie" I say stepping back a little
"You don't have too" she said

"Well then if you ever need help or something I'm here!!" I say with a bright smile

"Bye hun" she waves off leaving with her husband
"Interesting" I say to myself closing the door

I set the pie on the counter, grabbing a knife and a fork serving myself. She made apple pie.... this was so good I could-

"Hello?" I faintly hear

Sure enough some guy was knocking at my door.

"Hi!" I say with a bright smile seeing a group of guys

Fuck they look around my age too. This is so embarrassing they're literally most likely my age.

"We just wanted to say hi! We live next door" one of the guys said

"Oh! Hey yeah uhm... wanna come in or something I have pie" i pointed inside

"If you don't mind" the one in glasses said

"Come in... but take off your shoes please" I say politely

The three boys came inside willingly, taking off they're shoes and coming to the dinner table. Waiting as I served them their slices. God this is so weird.

"We came by a while ago when all of our were here but you weren't here" the taller one said

"Oh yeah sorry... I wasn't planning on moving in for a while" I apologize

"No it's fine! We just seen you were here so we just wanted to say hi" the one with a beard said

"So names?" I asked

"I'm Danny"
"Frank"

"Logan" they all smile

"Etsuko but please call me Suko"

"That's like a dope ass name" logan says smiling

"Thanks my grandparents named me" I smile

"So it's just you in here?" frank asked

"Yeah pretty much" I say looking around

"That's dope that you got a pool" Danny says

"You guys don't?" I asked

"Nah we're the only ones without a pool" he looked down

"You guys could come over whenever. I'm fine with it! Since it is summer" I say glancing at all of them

"That's dope!" danny said

"Thanks" logan and frank said

"So they're four of you?"

"Yeah one more... his names julian" frank said

"He's coming right now because we need to... we need to stream!!" logan said going on his phone

"Oh right!!" Frank said inhailing the pie

"You guys stream!?!" I asked

"Yeah we do YouTube" Danny said eating slowly

"I said for 30 more minutes" logan said calming down

"I ate this fast for nothing?" frank asked with an attitude

"I'll serve you more" I said getting up

"Please" he said with begging eyes

I just know he's going to get at me and break my heart.

"So what's your guys' youtube?" I ask

"sweetea!!" logan shouts

"I think I've heard that" I say coming back to the table

"Really from who?" frank asked taking his plate

"I remember one of my nieces talking about you guys and just gossiping" I say sitting down

"They're a fan?" danny asked

"Yeah they all like each one of you" I say pointing at them

"How many are there?" logan asked

"There's four exactly"

"Wow how ironic" he chuckles

"Yeah" I chuckle

"Well we gotta go... is it okay if we come in a couple of days?" danny asked getting up

"Yeah it's fine just knock on the door and don't be shy to bring your stuff" I say with a smile

"Got it... see ya" he says

"Bye... thank you for the food" Logan and frank both say

"Bye!! Nice to meet you" I say turning in my seat looking outside

As soon as they left I slouched like a guy, manspreading and everything. Jeez my girly side is so annoying I wish I could just get ride of her. But wait Julian? I've heard about him having a cousin named Frank and a friend names logan. Nah it couldn't be jul.... could it? No we don't need wasteful hope in our lives anymore. We had a lot of it and it ended up bad.

Skip to nighttime

I was on my bed scrolling through twitter and remember what logan said. I didn't feel like looking them up because what if it is julian? My julian that I've been waiting for to see for years. What would I do then if I saw him? Cry? Run next door?

That though scares me. The thought of seeing him one more time and him not remembering me. I'm not how I was back then and you can tell, my negativity, the way I talk, how I sit, how I dress, my attitude, everything.

He wouldn't remember me for shit and I hope he doesn't.