Insecure. M.P

Chapter 5

                              Can I sit here?

Listen to the song if you want to:)
Y/N POV:
I woke up. I could smell alcohol, and when I turned around I saw a stranger. He- he was raping me.

With tears in my eyes I begged him to stop.
He didn't say anything he just kept on doing it. And going fast and harsh, I started to bleed but he didn't care.

I stopped cry, because I had no tears left..

He was old,nasty,disgusting I just wanted to throw up. When he stopped he just looked at me and started to hit me, like really bad.

I was just laying there still in my bathroom floor, while taking every punch. What have I done to myself. Why do this always keep happening me...

After that he just left, a was just raped by a stranger( probably my dad's friend) my arms have big cuts. I hate myself. And now I must go to school, wow I just love my life.

I didn't even bother to put makeup on my face to hide the bruises.

At this point I didn't even care what clothes I was going to have in school I just wanted a hat that could hide my face. So on one would see my bruises.

The outfit

I hide my face in the hat so no one could see my face. I personally didn't think that I had a curvy body. But I was wrong but I didn't see that. But the outfit showed y/n body figur, but y/n just thought she looked like a pancake in the outfit. But woooow so wrong she was.

I snuck out of my window like always, and I started to walk to school while crying in silence and listen to music.

When I got in the school all the eyes were on me..
the boys were LITERALLY drooling over me. And I didn't know why tho. I looked like shit.
I heard whispering from the halls,people were starting and it made me so frickning uncomfortable. So I legit just ran to my first period

I didn't see Katie in my first period so I just sat back in the class like always.

No one, like no one would sit beside me, because they all thought I was weird. But I didn't care.

I had my hat covered my face while my hand writing was I mess, like my hair.
Then I heard a voice say
" hello can I sit here?"

I didn't look up, I just sat there crying in silence. I had ben crying the whole day because what happened in the morning.
Then I heard his voice again say
" well ig I can sit here then"

FUCK FUCK, I didn't want anyone to sit beside meeee fuck.

" well hello I'm Kairi, Kairi Consentino "

Yelp fuck me like right now, THIS BITCH- he is MaTtIas BEST FUKNING FRIEND and let's not forget, verrry very popular.

Y/n" e...ehh I'm Y/n" I said trying not to sound like I was crying.

Kairi" well nice to meet you y/n, can I see your face or?"

Y/n " ehh" that was the only thing I got out from my mouth before I started do cry out loud like a baby.
I didn't know what the fuck to do so I just ran out the classroom, while all the people in the class were watching. And well the teacher didn't care.

I was running, and running until I bumped into someone GREAT.

Then I heard his voice
" Well Princessesa we gotta stop meeting like this" after he said that I could hear him smirking

Mattias POV:
I was in school with the boys when I saw y/n walk in the school.

Her outfit... it was sweatpants with I shirt that showed her curves and a hat. Wow even with that on you could she her perfect body shape. I saw how every other guy in school also was drooling over her, like how could you not- but she is mine AND ONLY MINE.

After that I just watched how she ran to her class, I said bye to the boys and walked to my first period.

After like 1 min I got kicked out of my period, yayyy.

I was just walking in the hall, when I saw someone just run into me.
FUCK IM GONNA KILL THIS BITCH- ohh it was just y/n😏

Then I said  with the biggest smiker on my face " well princessa we gotta stop meeting like this"

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