Insecure. M.P

Chapter 7

                         Uhh I need to go

    You can listen to the music if you want to:)

Y/n POV:

I woke up. I looked around just to see that I'm not in my one room. I'm in MATTIAS POLIBIOS ROOM DEFUQ. Then I remembered what happened yesterday, ohh.

I looked beside me and see me and Mattia all cuddled up. He is so hot. I just stared at him, his beautiful lips,nose,eyes all about him makes me go crazy.

Then he said from no where" take a picture it will last longer"

I felt how my cheeks started to get hot and very, VERRRRY RED.

He just looked at me and laughed a little.

Then I looked at the clock an realized WE ARE LATE FUCK.

Y/N
"MATTIA LOOK AT THE CLOCK WE HAVE MISSED OUR 2 FIRST PERIODS"

Mattia
" it's okay princessa, it's just Friday today so no one will care"

Ohhhh fuck.. HIS VOCIE MAKES ME WANNA MARRY HIM

Y/N
" yeah ig so"

Then I remembered.
My dad..
He is going to beat me to death I'm fr. I started to panic a little fuck.

Y/N
"Ehh.   M M Mattia I need t too go"

Mattia
" whattt no why? I want to cuddle"

I didn't say anything I just got up took my jacket and shoes and left. I was crying while walking home. Because Ik my dad is literally about to kill me.

   I walked home and just opened the door

                     Y/d   Is.   y/n dad
Y/D
"WHERE HAVE U BEN YOU LITTLE SLUT"

I didn't even look up before he slapped me. Two of his "Friends" were here they helped my dad beat the shit out of me.

After like 15 minutes of beating me straight, it were blood all over my clothes there clothes in the ground, EVERYWHERE.

They lifted me up like I was nothing and started to take of my clothes.

Y/N
"No PLZ NO DON'T DO THIS"
I knew exactly what they were gonna do...
they are going to rape me. All 3 at the same time. And one of them being my dad.

I let out one tear. After that I didn't cry no more, because i didn't have no more tears left to cry.

When they did it to me they started to beat me again and again and again until i blacked out.

I woke up of my phone ringing, I looked and I was in my bedroom laying on the floor with my one blood around me.

I got up and walked to my bathroom and just stand there. I was just starting at myself. I didn't look like myself. My whole body was covered with blood.

I wanted to scream, I wanted to burst into tears, I wanted to run away from everything. But all I can do is stair at my lifeless body in silence.

Im so tired of being "strong". I'm empty. No words, no emotions I'm tired of saying that I'm okay. I'm tired of saying that I'm fine. In reality, I'm so broken that I cry myself to sleep every night.

I looked at my phone. 30 missed calls from 3938372620.

I called back

Y/n
" Hello, who is it?"

I'm sorry if this chapter was a little shorter must yeah. HOPE YOU LIKE IT BYEEE BITCHES😘