Insecure. M.P

Chapter 14

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Y/N POV:
I was laying in the bed, when i heard him come in.

Mattia
"Hey princessa, I missed you"

I didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say. I just looked at him in his eyes.

His big brown eyes, you could get lost in his eyes. They were beautiful, but I could see it was something. He looked broken.

His eyes were beautiful but were broken, and about to burst into tears.

Mattia
" Do you want me to leave or?"

Y/n
"plz don't... you can stay"

He looked at me while a said that. A little smile formed on the side of his lips.

He walked closer to me and sat down on the bed.

I didn't look at him. I was to scared he would ask me what happened.

Mattia
"Hey, what happend"

And OF FUCKNING COURSE HE IS GOING TO ASK THAT.

Y/n
"Whaaaaa what do you mean?"

Mattia
"Y/n... it ok it you don't want to talk about it"

I didn't say anything, I just nodded. I was still trying to not look at him. But it was impossible.

He placed his hand on my jaw. He lifted my head up, and looked at me in the eyes.

Mattias POV
I placed my hand on her jaw, and lifted her head up.

Her eyes......

Her eyes

They were so beautiful

Just wow

But

She

She looked so broken, depressed,sad she looked like she didn't have anything to live for.

She was so hard to describe, but at the same time she was like a open book.

I decided to ask her something
"Y/N did you ever regret the day we, we yeah had segges?"

She looked at me in the eyes

Y/N
"Y- yes Mattia, yes I regretted it."

Y/N POV
Of course I didn't regret it, but at the same time I just didn't, I didn't want to but I wanted to.

UGHH what is he doing to me...

He looked a little hurt, but I didn't care. He had a whole as girlfriend.

Y/N
"Hey, don't look at me like that, you are the one who cheated on your girlfriend with me. Why wouldn't I regret it?"

Mattia
"Eh yeh you got a point"

I was about to say something, but the doctor came in the room and interrupted me.

Doctor
"You can go home now if you want to"

Y/n
"Oh ok good"

I said while whispering a little.

I got up and and walked out, Mattia followed behind me.

Mattia
"E-ehm you need a ride?"

Y/N
"Ohh no it's ok I just take a Uber"
I said with a little chuckle

Mattia
"Yes, yes you need a ride.  Now get in my car"

I didn't question him, I just got in his car without saying anything"

The whole car ride was silent. Not a good silence, like a you don't know what to say silence.

And the we finally got to my home, and that's when it hit me.

Y/N
"E-ehm Mattia can y-y-you drive m-me somewhere elssse"

I said scared, while I was about to burst into tears.

He didn't question me, he just started to drive somewhere else. I didn't know where he was driving tho?

Mattia
"Um yeah we're here"

He said while I saw a big house in front of me

Y/N
"Wait- but who lives he-"

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