Insecure. M.P

Chapter 18

Y/N POV
Alejandro screamed" TRUTH OR DARE WHO IS ON?"

Kairi and Rob looked at me and said "EYYY Y/N YOU ON?"

I looked at Mattia, he had a serious face and he shakes his head no.

So of course I was gotta be on.

I walked to Kairi and Robert and said
"of course boys I'm on"

They both chuckled a little

Kairi
"Ayy BIG BOY MATTTIA YOU ON?"

He looked at me while having a smirk on his face

Mattia
"You know I'm always on;)"

We walked up stairs in to a bedroom.

We were a few people: Me,Kairi,Robert,Alejandro,Alvaro,Mattia.
Then of course the plastics :Celia,Cynthia and Vic.

And some other random people from school.

Larray had made his way home about 20 min ago. He said that
"He HaD a HeAd AcE"

I sat in between Alvaro and a random boy from school.

Alejandro
"Okey I'm gonna starts sooo, him MAR truth or dare?"

The boy beside me said dare

Alejandro
"I dare you to make out with the hottest girl in here"

Mar smirked for himself and looked at me, admiring my body.

He placed his hand on my throat and pulled me into him with my waist.
He first looked at me in the eyes for permission. And I nod......

He harshly pushed his lips on mine. We were moving in sync.
And let me tell you he tasted goooood and he was pretty hot;)

We kissed about 3 min before Mattia said with a angry tone
"Okey okey enough, it's your turn now mar"

Mar
"Truth or dare.... Y/N"

Y/N
"Dare."

Mar
"I dare you to chug tree bottles of alcohol"

Y/N
"No problem"
BIG PROBLEM
My dad is going to kill me or the alcohol is.

Mattia
"Y/N you don't need to-"

Mar
"She said she wanted to"
Mar cut of Mattia.

They all followed me down to the kitchen and the all looked at me.
Before I drank it I looked at Mattia.

I could see that he was very mad. You could see how his veins poped up. He looked at me and shakes his head no.

I drank the alcohol anyways.

We walked up and after 10 min i could feel how I was about to throw up.

I just ran out of the bedroom into a toilet downstairs and threw up alone.
While I was throwing up I just thought about life...
I haven't really been feeling like myself lately. When o wake up I don't do anything, and when I get out of bed I don't do anything. I just kinda waste my time on school.
I'm unwanted of everyone, that is what I am. If even I am anything. No one cares about me, they never did. That's why I'm here alone and they all are out there.

I was in the toilet for about a good 30 min.

My makeup was fucked because I cried in the bathroom, but I didn't care.

I walked out of the bathroom and I was very drunk.

And I saw that they stopped playing truth or dare and I saw Mattia and I tried to walk up to him. But he just walked away.

I ran up to him and said
"H-hey M-Mattia wut are y-you doing?"

I said stuttering

He looked down on the floor not trying to face me and said "Y/N I don't want to talk to you right now."

Y/N
"W-wh-what why?"
I said sound I was about to cry

He just stood there staring at the floor
Y/N
"C-could y-you take m-me home?"

Mattia
"I will just drive you to my place"

Y/N
"Okey daddy"
When I said they I could see how his eyes popped up and he chuckled a little. Then he saw my fucked makeup. How I have been crying. But he didn't say anything. We just walked to his car.

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