Jake Murry one shots

Love Locked up P3

I sat on my bed pondering the complex questions that come though my mind in this place. The birds coming back and forth as the babies learnt to fly from the nest, the other guys at visiting I know y/n wasn't coming today she has work today. So I just sat alone with my thoughts.

How is it that a spongebob lives in a pineapple which is round. But all his rooms are square?

"Hummmm..." I pondered

"Hey murray? Your little girlfriend is not visiting today?" Luke asked me one of the guard guys only a year or two older then I was he leant on the open door frame with something in his hands

"Not my girlfriend, but yeah she has work today"

"Well, you got some letters" he says handing me a couple of letters putting mike's up on his bed

"Thanks" I nodded

"No worries" he says, wandering off, I opened the first from my mother, not much overly interesting just keeping me up to date with the general news and goings on but I didn't even pay much attention.

I opened up the other let and I smiled instantly seeing the handwriting

"Awwww my beautiful little y/n" I smiled widely

'dear jake, I'm sorry I can't visit for a few visiting days I've got alot of shipments coming in over the next few days, And I've got a little booth at the comic convention maybe I'll get you a present while I'm there. I miss you terribly jake, I can't stop thinking about you all alone in there. I keep rereading your letters before I got to bed imaging when I cosy up with my pillow I'm snuggly close with you. I'm sorry that probably sounds silly, we barely know each other. I hope you write back soon I miss you x."

I smiled so widely almost in tears instantly writing back

'dearest y/n, please don't apologise I know how busy you are. You don't have to get me a present or anything I'm just happy to hear from you, please don't apologise y/n... if I'm honest i do the exactly same thing, i read your letters every night before I go to sleep, I look at your picture every morning and I wish I could be there with you, it's not silly at all. I often pretent my pillow is you when I miss you too badly, y/n. I know this sounds crazy and I know we don't really know each other I mean we've only met on person once but I feel... something so special with you, something I've never felt about or with anyone else before. I know I'm going to sound nuts but, I really really like you. And if you'd let me I'd love to maybe one day, be your boyfriend? It's alright if not I understand, your out there and I'm locked up in here, you probably have boys asking you out on dates all the time and I... have nothing to offer at all. And I couldn't expect you to wait for me, it wouldn't be fair on you. I hope to see you soon and that you respond soon your letters always make me so happy. I miss you too x'

I sat on my bed feeling like my heart hurt, I hadn't had a letter from y/n, For over a month. Everyday when they came around with letters I sat hopeful but nothing.

"What's the matter kid? Your girlfriend not wrote you back yet?' mark asks from his bunk

"No, it's been over a month... what if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore?"

"Maybe she's busy, you know what the post can be like sometimes" he says

"I know, I just miss her" I sighed looking at her beautiful photo

"Visiting starts in a hour boys" Luke smiled as he walked past opening the cell

"Does jake have a visitor?"

"Yeah, she seems very excited"

"She does!" I jumped off the bed "is she-"

"Yes it's your girlfriend" luke laughed heading down the corridor

"See I told you not to worry, let's get going." He suggested

I happily ran off to the showers....