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Chapter 48

Mariahs POV
"Ok have fun . Ill miss you" i say hugging Perrie . We were at the airport she was leaving to go on the x factor tour. She is going all over the uk she will be away for _ weeks! "Please look after yourself" she says "i will if you promise you will" " i promise" she giggles . At the corner of my eye I see Zayn and Harry walking towards us Crap. "Awe babe" Perrie says huggingg Zayn then giving him a kiss. There foreheads then touch , yes they look romantic but it was a bit awkward with Harry standing there like why did he have to come. "Mariah" i turn my head to him "Oh hi" "hi , look I know Perrie is leaving but of your alone and dont have anyone to talk to , you can just call me" "are you saying I dont have friends" i say laughing "no , no I didnt mean that" he said shaking him hands and then cover his eyes with them . We both laugh "Harry Styles I'm offended" we keep laughing. "I was just saying , if you wanted to come over and chat im here for you" "thats lovely thanks" he smiles and puts his hands behind his back. "Alright guys I have to go now. Dont forget me while Im gone" "of course we wont, have fun and sing your heart out" i say giving one last hug to her. "BH42 now boarding" the flight attendant said though the speaker. "Ok then bye guys" she says waving at us and giving another kiss to Zayn. The next 5 minutes was almost touture seeing her leave with her friends made me cry a little .

The plane had taken off . I could see in the corner from of my eye that Zayn was crying ."nah , im ok mate" he said wiping his eyes , Harry started to rub his back "Look well get something to eat and youll be fine" I said "Ill pay" Harry said "ok , where do you want to go Zayn" i asked him "that kebab shop near your place " Perrie and Zayn went there heaps of times , the food there is delicious.

We had arrive to the kebab shop. "Ill find a table" i say finding the nearest table that had 3 chairs . I place my bag down on the chair next to me . "What do want?" Harry says "nothing , im ok" "no come on , you have to eat" "no , i have stuff at home I can have" "alright then , your loss" he says going back to Zayn who was waiting in line. I have to say he is acting a bit different, i dont know if it's because of me or something else.
"Zayn stop eating so fast" I say "I cant help it" he says back my goodness what is with everyone today. I get Zayn is acting different because of Perrie but why Harry , he kept looking at me . Its like he wants to talk to me but he doesnt know what to say.

Zayn wipes his mouth with his napkin "we good to go now" i say , i really wanted to go home and just relax. "Yeah" They both say. We walk outside to see a couple of girls "OMG ITS HARRY STYLES" one girl screams "ZAYN" they rush over to us "please can I have a photo with both of you" a girls says . "Here" i say taking the phone , she gets close to Harry ,my blood started to boil "say cheese" .

We had finished taking photos and started walking to my place "You didnt like the first girl , didnt you" harry asked "what " "I saw your face , it gets red when your embarrassed , angry, or when you dont get your way or what you want" "it was my first time taking a photo for a fan , I didnt want it to be blurry, i was just concentrating" "yeah , what ever you say" "Harry, im not lying" "i know but thats not the reason why your face lit up when the girl touched me" "Harry , what are you trying to do" "Nothing" we reached my house I got out my keys. "i have to many keys" "Mariah , you only have 4 keys" Harry says "Yeah , I have to many keys" . Finally finding the right one we walk inside . "Hey Mariah, do you mind if I go in Perrie's room" Zayn asked "Be my guest , just as long you dont move anything , she'll think I was in there." He goes in while Harry sits down on the couch "would you like a beverage" "no thanks" . I then sit down on the couch opposite him "Mariah, look I know its been a while but I still have feelings for you and I know you do to" "Harry , every time we talk you always talk about us , I have already told you my answer is no" he looks down "Yes,
I still love you but I dont your life, the fans , paparazzi, hate I would never be able to do that" "yeah, I should of known, sorry" I look at my while he looks at the floor . I sit next to him , yes what I said is true but I dont think i fit in his busy life. "They keep putting me with girls I dont even know " "whos they" "Modest , my management" "I just want to be with you" i had the hardest decision, whether to say no or yes.
//i know its short but I will be posting more soon. So I have PCD now I cant even listen to them without crying. Yep thats the life of a directioner //