Chapter 19

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Hello beautiful people , THANKS FOR 500 READS. this means a great deal to me , if you didnt read this story than this story wouldn't be up (DUH) and I would have nothing to do. And with people telling me that im a good writer is ......... omg ... amazing. I never ever thought I was good. I  am so greatful and happy. Thankyou for keeping up with all my shocking spell mistakes, I normally write chapters at night so im like half asleep when Im writing so again thankyou. Cos nobody saves me the way you do. Comment if you know what im talking about in that last sentence. Remember if there is ANYTHING you want me to change or put in tell me. Can I have I hug ...... ...... that was really good. Sorry that was weird. ITS BEEN SO LONG , IT BEEN SO LONG since i have really had a good talk with you lovely people. Once again thankyou. 

Mariah's P.O.V

We exit the hotel laughing about what Harry did yeasterday. The air was cold and the streets were busy with cars and people everywhere as normal. "Tell me, why are you here" I ask "Well gemma really wanted to come here and I thought I needed a break from things so why dont come to the BIG APPLE" he said then opening his arms I laugh. "You really like to laugh" "Yeah I do , I think its because my mum used to laugh all the time" "Really whats was her name" "Debbie her name was Debbie and my fathers name was Alexander they really loved each other" Harry then puts his arm around my shoulder , rubbing my arm then tells me "Everything going to be alright" "Excuse me .. where have you been" a girl said in the distance "Oh crap I forgot about you" Harry said I was so confused "Nah really" "Shut up Alyssa.. sorry I forgot to also tell you , Alyssa my stepsister came with us aswell" Harry said "I was the one who answered the phone at Harrys party" "Hi" "Mariah and I was going to go do something , do you want to come with us" Harry asked "Sure why not" she said , she didnt seem so happy.

We arrive at starbucks ..."why starbucks" I asked "Mariah go with the flow" Harry said then movings his arm in a wave. "Harold , can we please get some to eat not drink" Harold .... Harold "Alyssa you know I dont like been called that and dont worry we will get some food Alyssa just go with the flow" Alyssa then puts her hand over her eyes and shaked her head "Can i please get a mocha frappuccino , Mariah what do you want" Harry asked "Um can I please have the Caramel ribbon crunch frappucino" "Is that all" the lady said then I saw Alyssa push Harry out the way and then said her order. 

I then get a call from Aaron .... should I answer it ...."Hello" "Mariah i..s that you" "Yes , what do you want" "I just want to say that im sorry for what I did .... I totally hurt your feelings" "Yeah whatever , the question is are you still with gemma?" "I... yeah" "Aaron, you are a jerk and I never want to see your face again" "But .. Mariah I still love you" "Oh bull then why are you still with her. hmm" "Because ..." "Forget it Aaron" I quickly turned off my phone and then putting it back in my pocket "Forget about them , its just going to be you me and that one" Harry said putting his arm around me. "Harry where are we going" I ask because I was getting really hungry "Here" we had stop right infront of a cafe "They make the best dinners" (I know dont want to go into to much detail , so I going to give you MORE DRAMA ..... can you handle drama) afte a really nice dinner we walk back to the hotel. 

"Ok Mariah im going to play wow now so good night" "Wow?" "Omg its World Of Warcraft" "Oh goodnight". I sit near the tv while looks in his bag "What are you looking for" "Umm something you might like... there it is" It was a bunch of dvds "Do you like scary movies?" Harry asked "No way , I hate them" "Really well then I just you like rom-coms" "Yeah I do" "Cool .. I do too but I also like action" "Same" "Which one The Notebook, Titanic, The fault in our stars, the hoilday  i have more" "Can we start with the sad movies then ending with the happy ones" "Sure , what about The Fault In Our Stars" "Yeah" "Ill do the melted chocolate and strawberrie while you make the bed comfy and get the movie started" Harry said I get all the pillows and plankets and put them on the bed. the tv which was infront of the bed (btw) was about to play the movie "Hurry up Harry" "Im coming" he said then jogging with a tray of melted chocolate and strawberries "They look so good" "Dont they" I press play and watch the movie 

//Near end of the movie//

"But Hazel is different , she didnt want a million admirers just just wanted one , and she got it. Maybe she wasnt loved widly but she was loved deeply and isnt that more than most of us get" At that moment I looked at Harry, my eyes were full of water all I could see was a big blurr. His eyes meet mine , we looked at each other "When Hazel was sick I knew I was dying , i just didnt want to say so" This made me cry even more. ".... I just held them and I willed myself to imagine a world without us and what I worthless world that would be she's so beautiful" Harry also mouthed "harry" "shh" "You never get tried looking at her , you never worry of shes smarter than you cause you know she is" he then sniifed "She's funny without ever been mean" once again Harry mouthed. At this moment in time , I really wanted to kiss him ... you could feel the connection. A tear went down my cheek I then felt Harry's thumb wipe it away , he cupped my face and leaned in..... we kiss and we didnt stop and I had never ever felt this much passion and love "I love her , God I love her Im so lucky to love her" "You dont get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you and I like my choices.. I hope she likes hers " Harry then pulls away "Im like my choices too" again we kiss "I like mine too". My brain was thinks it was to fast , I had just broke with the boy I have loved and now im kissing the boy who also raped me.  But my heart didnt care ..... even though I have only spent little time with Harry but I have fallen for him. 

OMG to much for me ... I am so sorry I made you wait ... but this was a really good chapter .... I also cried becasue I had to read the book and then all the memories flood back. OH MEE GOOSSSH. Should I change my pic , I will change it for a couples of days and then tell me what you think. bye beautiful people 

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