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Chapter 41

/hi guys ... dont kill me. People told me that they would kill me if Mariah broke up with Harry... should I moved to place where people wont find me... what someone can just hire Liam Neeson.//
Mariah's POV
I stayed the night. All of my feeling came out. I went mad, i was crying then laughing and think none of it happen, I remember getting very angry and then going upstairs and crying some how I manged to sleep. Walking down stairs seeing no one. I walk to the fridge ,getting out some milk. Pouring it into the glass I think how my heart let me lose the man of my life. I put the milk away and sit down on the couch. I stare at something while thinking what Harry would be doing.
My phone starts to ring. Its Perrie. "Hi Mariah" "Hey Perries , whats up" "Im going back to New Zealand to get all of my things , maybe you could come back with me?" thank the lord , I can leave this mess. "Yeah sure, ok" "Great Aunty Lisa will pay for you" "Thankyou" "Your welcome" "How long are we staying" "A month or two , cause we will be moving back here , we need to sell our house and all that stuff" "Oh yeah cool , when should I come over" "Whenever" "Is today to soon" "no, not at all" "great see you soon" "bye" "bye". I hang up , this meant I need to pack. I had most of my clothes at Harry's , ill ask Josh to pick them up.
I head upstairs, going into Josh's room. He was sleeping "Josh" i whisper "what" "can you pick up my clothes from Harry's house" " yeah " "Thankyou" I leave going into my room.
I pack everything . I go downstairs , I take out my phone and go on instagram. Perrie posted a pic of us when we first met. The caption said "Going back to NZ with this beauty" I commented saying "How are you calling beauty , you the beauty queen" she reply saying " says the one that has a boyfriend that always reminds her that shes beautiful" I froze "Haha , not anymore" I sit down still looking at my phone. "Mariah" said Josh "Yeah" still looking down at the screen, he clears his throat "just tell me" "someones here to see you". Was Perrie picking me up, has Josh even gotten my clothes? I look up with a smile suddenly turning it into a frown. I look at him his eyes , his lips. My heart just wanted to jump on him and tell him I was sorry . "Im leaving to go New Zealand so save you breath" woah what just came out me. "But" "No Harry , I dont want to hear it , just go back to your band , I hope you win" i look at Josh , he was shocked "You never told me you were leaving" he said "I am, im going back with Perrie" I look outside it was Perries car "Do you have my stuff' "I have it" Harry says "Can I have it please" "No" "Just give it to me" "your no going" "you dont control me" "You cant leave me" "WE BROKE UP, ok just forget about it" I say "I can never forget you" I didnt know what to say , I didnt want to say that im going to forget him because I wont. "I need the bag" I say , you could me about to cry. He looks down and nodds , he gives it to me. I go and hug Josh "ill text you" I whipser. I go and open the door "I love you" Harry said. I look at him . He smiled , my heart was killing me. I loved him , more than anything else in the world. Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I have ever done. His eyes were puffing and he was crying, his lips were pink , his smile showing his dimples that I love. I couldn't tell him the same after what just happened. I leaving in tears. I got to the car, I was crying so hard , I felt my heart stopped and just breaking in millions and millions of peices.
Our flight was leaving tomorrow. Perrie tried to cheer me up but it didnt work. It was like everything I love , the only thing I cared about was him.
//Next Day//
I enter the plane with my heart beating fast. I look back at Aunty Jane and Perrie both smiling. I find my seat. Perrie sat next to me. "Cheer up , your going to see the rest of your family" "Yeah , I guess thats something to be happy about" "yeah it is". We both got out our earphones and pulged them in. I pressed shuffe, Ed Sheeran's One came on "Tell me that you turned down the man , who asked for your hand coz your waiting for me, and I know your going to be away a while but I've got no plans at all to leave.Would you take away my hopes and dreams and just stay with me. All my sences come to life when Im stumbling home as drunk as I have ever been and I'll never be again , Coz you are the only One" I thinks of Harry , this is probably what he is thinking. This song is our current state.
After 21 hours of flying we touch down. Lucky there house wasnt to far away.
We arrive to see signs and ballons saying "Welcome Home" I didnt remember anyone. I saw an old couple Perrie runs up to them "Nan, Pop" "Hello darling , welcome back". I just stood there , they were my grandparent , They have changed since I saw them last ... I was 8. Why New Zealand , why couldn't they say in England. I say hello to them, I hug them I didnt feel like I knew them, it was like they were stangers to me. I go inside. I wanted to sit down and sleep , I see a couch and instantly sit down. The couch was face to the tv which was on. I looked at the bookshelf that had pictures and books. I get up to look at the pictures. I saw some of Perrie when she was younger then I saw my parents. They were young in that picture , they were childhood sweethearts. I just sit down again and slowly fall asleep.
// hope you like it... It made me cry so much, i have been non stop crying about Harry.//