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Chapter 42

Mariah's POV

// Couple of Weeks later //

Not much has changed . We have just been perparing to go back to England. We are all going even Nan and Pop. I have been getting calls from Josh and even Harry I dont answer those. Aaron was wondering where I was then I told him everything. He said that he is always there if I wanted to talk to him. I dont want a relationship right now. I just want to spend timw with my famiy. 

Perrie asked me yesterday if she didnt mind going to audtion for the X Factor next year. Personaly I dont mind, its her life.

We are leaving next week, they family will be moving back to South Sheilds , but Perrie wants a place in London close to the universty she is going to. She told me I could stay with her. It will be amazing staying in London with my sister .... its going to be awesome. 

Its Friday morning and ever since I have come over they always do this big breakfast to celebrate the end of the week. We sat around the table , eating pancakes , cerel, hashbrows and other breakfast foods. I stay next to Perrie , she was telling everyone about the X factor . "Just imagine me famous , like I  dont believe that would ever happen. But if I was , I buy all the clothes I would ever want " "Calm down Perrie" I said "I'll buy you clothes too" I smiled and she smiled back. "I cant believe Christmas is only 4 days away" she said "I know, its going to be so exciting having Christmas with my whole family" "Im sure your mum and dad would be proud" Pop said I look at Perrie , she looked like she was going to cry. "Why did Perrie and I get split up?' I ask then there was slience , everyone had stopped eatting "Because your mum and dad thought that they wouldn't take care of two babies so they tould us to look after Perrie and then they went to Holmes Chapel with Aunty Jane." Aunty Lisa said then everyone continues eatting. I only remember Nan and Pop , no one else. Why would they think that, I know they were young but surely they didnt have to leave Perrie. 

//Christmas Morning//

"Mariah , wake up its Christmas" Perrie yells .Dont get me wrong I love Christmas its just im not a morning person, Perrie's not a morning person either , why is she so happy. I go into the lounge room like I was a zombie. I see heaps of presants under the tree . I sit down and place my arm on the arm rest and rest my head on my hand. "Ok Mariah heres your presant' Nan and Pop say. I take the presant "Thankyou" and unrap it. It was some clothes and a really pretty necklace "Oh thankyou so much" I say hugging them both. I sit back down Perrie gets the same from them. Aunty Lisa gives me my presant "Thanks" It was movies and some money "Thankyou" "thats alright darling"

After presants were out of the way we had lunch because it was nearly 12:30. 

I get a call from Josh "Merry Christmas" "Merry Christmas isnt it like 2am in england" "Yeah" "Oh ok" "Last Night was awesome we all had this massive party at mine , you should of been there" "well im coming next week "  "Yay finally" "I know right" ( i just watched snl ... harry is such a dork) "Harry has been over a couple of times" "cool" "did you watch it" "watch what" "x Factor"  "no what happened" "he lost , they came third . He said he tired his hardest" "oh well at least they came third" "yeah I know. they are doing the x factor tour" "wow" "Mariah stop being sarcastic" "im not tring to be" "Yeah you are. He loves you and you broke up with him just because of Aaron and because he scares you" "its not just that , as bridget jones once said if you have 3 reasons why you should break up with your boyfriend then he is a waste of time" "she didnt say that" "she said somthing like that" "do you have 3" "i have more than 3 Aaron. His anger. we will be with his band. and because I love him and I cant imagine what it would be like not loving him." "Mariah thats not a reason" "look Josh I have to go , Merry Christmas" "Merry Christmas"

I sat next to Perrie. I look down to see she was reading a book. "What book are you reading" "If I stay" "I've heard of that, whats it about" "Its about this girl named Mia Hall ,she is a  a talented young cellist, thought the most difficult decision she would ever have to make would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at prestigious Juilliard which is a school or follow her heart to be with the love of her life, Adam   a rock singer/guitarist. However, a car wreck changes everything in an instant, and now Mia's life hangs in the balance. Suspended between life and death, Mia faces a choice that will decide her future." "woah , it sounds cool" "yeah it really is" "its that a movie" "yeah it is" "do you want to watch it with me" "yeah of course we can , i have it on my computer" "cool" 'we can watch after dinner " "yeah awesome"  . 

After lunch I just wanted to have a nap. I want to congratulate Harry on coming 3rd but I am to scared to tell him because I was avoiding him and maybe when I call him he might think I want him back, I do its just ... I dont want to be scared being around him. I always felt loved when I was with him , he doesnt think before does something . I dont know maybe im just being silly.

// MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE . I started writing straight after I upload the last chapter but then Christmas got in the way. I hope everyone got what they wanted. Love you. xx