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Chapter 44

// sorry its a bad pic. //
Mariah's POV
Perrie had just won the X Factor and she insisted on having a bigggg party.
We arrive home and already people were here. I didnt want to party so I went to my bedroom.
I have been into weddings lately I have kind of planning my dream wedding. I want a vera wang like the one Kate Hudson wore in Bride Wars. Im not sure what bridesmaids colours I want but maybe like a light gold or something.

I get a text from Luke saying he was at the party. I tell him to come into my room. Shortly I see the door open (its not luke hemmings he looks like Adam from If I Stay) "Hey babe" "hey" he comes over and kisses me on the cheek. Like I said he isn't my boyfriend he is just someone I date . "What you doing" "Nothing" "cool . I need to ask you something" "go for it" "ok , you know Harry Styles right" "yeah" "Really" "yeah" "wow. Are you friends" "no" "oh. Well is it alright if I introduced myself " "yeah sure. You dont have to ask me if you want to talk to Harry Styles" i said . "Maybe , we might be able to hang out with him " I laugh at little "yeah , maybe" "Thanks " he kisses me on the cheek and then leaves.
I wanted to see what everyone was doing . I got out and already I see someone on the floor . I dont know how people could fit in this small apartment. I head to the kitchen and see Perrie and Zayn making out... Great does this mean we will be seeing more of him , Zayn is a really great guy but I dont want Harry to tag along. "Mariah" I hear from a far. I turn around and see Harry waving his arms . He stumbles to me "Mariah , how you doing" he was drunk again .... Whats going to happen this time. "Mariah , have a drink" "no thanks" I say walking to the fridge "have fun" "no thank you Harry. Im ok" "no your not" "yeah I am... Im fine" i didnt look at him But he was looking at me . I didnt want anything to happen ... Remember the last time Harry was drunk things didnt go well.
He finally walked off. I see walking towards the hall and entering my room. I walk after him .
"Harry get out . What are you doing" "come on sit down with me ... You know im not drunk right . Im just pretending" "yeah right. Get out" "no please . I have to drive so im not going to drink and I haven't... Please i need to get something of my chest" i close the door so it was more quiet . He taps the bed . I sat down a million bad thoughts we running through my head... What if he drunk ... What if it happens again. "Mariah ever since you felt me i have been really down ... I was think thought that I couldn't get out of my head ... Really bad thoughts . Remember we watched that movie that had Aaron in it . You wanted me to watch it with you because you were scared.... chatroom remember " "yeah I remember " "well remember that boy ... Remember what he was thinking ... I was thinking the exact same things" (this is a link and it would tell about chatroom... I didnt finish all of it so I might be saying wrong information so just read it http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chatroom_%28film%29)
"Harry .." "I haven't finished.. Without you I'm nothing . I cant think , sleep, eat but now seeing you at the club I felt like my heart was reappearing itself . I love you Mariah more than I have ever loved anyone ... I brought you a cat" "what" i laugh. I had a tear running down my cheek. "When it was your birthday I brought you a cat but you felt so I gave it to Gemma" i laugh again " I miss your laugh" he says "i .... " i could say that I miss him "Mariah , im sorry .... Can you please come back to me?"