Life of an Ole Lady

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 "Your dad has kept it running." Jax said from behind me. I walked up to it and placed my hand on the hood. "You know he is only like this because it killed him and your dad both when you left. Hell it crushed all of us the way you just ran off like that." Jax said as I felt him really close behind me. I turned and gasped to see him standing right infront of me. He placed his hands on my hips. "Why did you do it?" he asked looking down at me. I looked up at him and was suddenly nervous. "I uh- I just wanted out of this life. I didn't want to just be known as someones ole lady" I said quietly. "And what is wrong with being someone's ole lady?" he said inching closer to my lips. I became speechless as he kissed me lightly but pulled away as we heard Opie yell for me from the front. "I'm back here!" I said as Jax and I placed some distance between us. "I'm taking Katie back in the morning, would you like to go so you can get your things?" He asked me. I nodded quietly. "I'll go with you all just in case anything else comes up." Jax stated and smiled at me. I mouthed 'Thank you' to him as we walked back inside. "You two can sleep here in the clubhouse tonight. We will all stay here to keep a watch out for more Myans." Jax said to me and I nodded as he led us back to a room. The very room he and I slept together in. Great. "I have some clothes in the drawers that you all can sleep in." he said before he walked out and shut the door. "Are you going to be okay staying here with these men?" Katie said to me as we were changing clothes. "Yeah, they are family. Annoying family that I have been avoiding for years, but still family." I said to her when I slipped one of Jax's shirts over my head. "I think the blonde one likes you." She said smirking at me. "And why do you think that?" I laughed. "Well every time you was looking away he was watching you like a love sick puppy." She laughed as we crawled into Jax's bed. I know I was blushing like crazy. "He and I had a bit of a history but that was over the night I left." I said to her. "And what kind of 'history' are you talking about?" She asked. I bit the bottom of my lip and spoke softly. "Well I kind of lost my virginity to him." I said and covered my face. Katie sprung up in bed and flipped the lamp on. "You what?!" She said way to loud so I quickly covered her mouth. "Shhh, No one knows that but him." I said to her. She laughed and cut the light out. "This is just fate Boo." She said as she turned over to face the door. "Yeah right." I laughed as I turned to face the wall and I was quickly asleep. I was woke up the next morning by a banging on the door. Katie and I both groaned and covered our heads. Jax picked the lock and came over and jerked the covers from us. I screamed and tried to cover myself because I was only in a T-shirt and thongs where as Kattie had shorts on. He smirked at me and looked directly at my ass. "Nice panties. Now time to get up sunshine. It's a long drive back to Arizona." He said as I jerked the covers back from him and covered up. Once he was out of the room Katie and I got up and changed clothes back into the ones from yesterday. "Your shirt is covered in blood Astrid." Katie said as she looked at me. "Damn it. I will borrow one of Jax's until I get back to Arizona and can change." I said as I dug an old SAMCRO shirt from his drawer. "You look badass with a biker shirt on. Why didn't you ever tell anyone about this side of you?" Katie asked as I pulled my hair up in an elastic band. I started brushing my teeth and shrugged. "I don't know. I just wanted out of this life style." I said to her. We finished getting ready and walked back out. "There is my little girl! Oh how I have missed you." My dad said as he pulled me in for a hug. "I missed you too dad. I am back tho. For good I'm guessing." I said as I glanced at Opie standing against the counter with his arms crossed. He gave me a nod. "What happened to your hair?" Dad said as he took one of my long blonde strands in his fingers. "I dyed it. I just wanted a change." I said to him. "Oh look, your freckles are back as well now that you washed that makeup off." Jax teased as I flipped him off. "You look so much like your mother. Why would you ever want to change that?" My father asked me looking disapointed. I shrugged my shoulders and looked down at my sneakers. He hugged me again and pulled away to go behind the bar. "How much stuff do you have in Arizona?" Opie asked me. "Umm quite a bit. We will need at least a day for me to get everything taken care of. I have to go by my job and everything." I said to him. 

  "Well lets get going. Juice you and Chibs take the hauler and the rest of us will follow on our bikes." He said. We all walked outside and he handed me his extra helment.

"I am not crawling on the back of that thing with you. We always end up arguing and I'm not going to have you wrecking me." I handed his helment to Katie who put it on slowly with shakey hands. "You are safe on there with him. I promise. I just wont ride with him." I said to her. She nodded and slowly got on the back of his bike. "May I ride with you?" I asked Jax and he smiled and handed me his helment. "Don't need it. I trust you." I said to him as I handed it back. "Darlin you know I wouldn't wreck you but I would feel better if you wore it." He said and gave me a look that he knew I couldnt say no to. I huffed and put it on earning a smirk from him. I climbed on the back of his bike and wrapped my arms around his torso. "You know, You look so damn hot in my T-shirt, especially pressed against me like that." He said to me as he started his bike. I rolled my eyes and smiled at him. "Just try not to kill me Teller." I said to him as he pulled out of the lot. I had forgot how bad it hurts to be on a bike so long by the time we made it to the Arizona that evening.