As soon as he shut the door he locked it and pressed me against the wall and kissed me deeply. He stripped my shirt from my body and kissed down my chest as he shed his kut and shirt. His body was pumping with adriniline and he was pouring all of that into me as he gripped my hips and picked me up, pressing my body deeper into the wall with his hip. "You are so damn sexy baby." He said to me as he unbuttoned my jeans and bit lightly at my collar bone. Moans escaped my lips and I was speechless. He pulled me from the wall and layed me down on the bed. He hovered above my lips as his hands quickly slid off my jeans and started working on the button on his. "I love you Astrid." He said to me and I looked up into his eyes and I could see the truth behind his words. "I love you too Jax." I said to him and he grabbed both sides of my face and kissed me with so much passion I felt like I was going to explode. He kicked off his jeans and boxers and tossed my panties across the room. He slowly slid into me and he placed his head against mine and looked deeply into my eyes as he pressed himself all the way in me. He beggan kissing me to muffle our moans as he went harder and I ran my nails down his back. He was slow and deep with his thrusts as tho he was trying to become one with me and I was completely lost in the bliss of him. I quickly flipped us so I was on top and I kept kissing him as I bounced on him slowly while he held onto my hips to guide me. We continued like that for a while until he flipped us again so he could take control as his hand lightly went around my throat and he held me close to him with his head burried into my shoulder while he got faster and I screamed out before he could cover my mouth and released all over him. I could tell he was about to get off by his grunts and the fact that his breathing picked up. "Cum for me baby, please." I wispered in his ear and that was all it took for him to grip me tighter and plunge deep into me as he got off. He finished and looked down at me with a look in his eyes that I had never seen before. "I meant it Astrid. I love you." He said to me as he kissed my cheek. He pulled out of me and covered me up and layed on his side looking at me. "You have no clue how beautiful you really are." He spoke softly as he ran his hand down my body. "Well someone is being awful sweet this evening." I said to him as I smiled. "I just can't quit thinking about what would have happened if you had got hit yesterday. I wasn't there to protect you." He said as he pulled me closer. "But that's the thing Jax. You did protect me. You made sure someone from the club that you trusted was there. You are able to protect me even when you aren't physically there. You always have. You taught me how to protect myself and how to know when to run. That is what saved me all these years and how I got out of the situation I was in with my ex." I said to him and he sat up. "You never fully told me about him. What happened?" he asked. "Well I met him when I first moved to Arizona. I got a job stripping at the club and I met him my first night there. I planned on only stripping long enough to get the money to move again but when I got with him he wouldn't let me leave. It started off as him only shoving me around, and that only happened when he was drinking. Then one night he came home with about 3 guys. I didn't think anything of it because he always had friends over but he started telling me to strip for them. I thought he was drunk but when he grabbed me and threw me on the table then I could tell he was sober. He punched me and I instantly reacted and hit him with a marble decoration I had on the shelf and next thing I knew there was all of them on me. Katie came just in time and called 911. They sided in favor of him. I was new to town and he was high up in a lot of buisnesses. I was just known as a travelling stripper with a temper. I put up with it for 3 years and it only got worse but I always fought back and it got to the point that no one would come over for him because they said it wasn't worth the damage I would do to them. He started drinking more and I caught him passed out one night so I took a needle that I had Katie bring home and I injected an air bubble into a vein on his neck. He was dead within an hour once it reached his heart. Katie called the ambulance while I got rid of the needle. It was deemed as a heart attack but Katie and I were the only ones that knew exactly what happened." I said to him as I watched him pinch the bridge of his nose. "Baby girl, I am so proud of you. I am sorry I made you feel like you had to leave Charming." He said as he hugged me close to his chest. "You didn't. I would have left anyway. I needed to see what was out there before I seen what I had back home." I said as I looked up at him smiling down at me. "Get some sleep baby girl. Goodnight, I love you." He said as he pulled me onto his chest. "I love you too." I said before I drifted off.
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Life of an Ole Lady
RomanceAstrid Winston ran away from charming at 18 after a wild night with her brothers best friend. She never wanted the club life but was born into it. What happens when she is thrown back into the life and forced to face her past? Will she run again? O...