Childhood Friendship

5 - Again?

~~~Liam's POV~~~

I was worried about Emma and could not sleep. I heard the door opening at exactly 01:07am. I waited for Emma to come to me but she didn't.

She must have been embarrassed. I could hear a few loud sighs from the other room but didn't go. I wanted to give her time. After sometime when I didn't hear any movements, I decided to go there. But took Emma's lip balm before leaving as she always uses it before sleeping and she had not used it today. I saw Emma was on the bed.

She was sleeping but was cold and that room had to blankets. I was being eaten up by the amount of guilt that I was feeling. I brought the blanket from the other room, lied next to her and pulled the blanket on us.

I hugged her and smiled while thinking about how she responded to my kiss and that she thinks I think of her a sister. Isn't she the cutest? I kissed her forehead and stayed like that.

~~~Emma's POV~~~

I was lying on the bed and don't know when I fell asleep. After some time, I got up as my forehead was heating up but I could tell the source was external. I opened my eyes and saw that Liam was on my right side and hugged me like a panda hugging a tree branch.

His lips were on my forehead and were the reason why things were heating up. I looked at him and assumed he was sleeping. I tried to get away from him as the things have already been pretty awkward between us.

The moment I moved my hand to remove the blanket that was covering us, I heard him say “Don't even thing about stepping down from the bed. It's really late. Not that we are going somewhere tomorrow, but a normal human should at least get 8 hours sleep. You only sleep for 5-6 hours. Look at your dark circles.” in half sleepy voice which gave me butterflies.

I was shocked too and trying to figure out as to how he knew I wasn't sleeping well. But I pushed him away and said “I want my lip balm.” He tightened his grip, inserted his hand in his pocket and took something out.

It was my lip balm. Instead of giving it to me, he applied it for me with his eyes closed. Which resulted in lip balm reaching my cheeks.

I hit his hand softly to make him realize what he is doing. He stopped and placed his lips in between my cheeks and lips and moved slowly in order to remove the extra lip balm. I knew we would end up kissing again which I definitely wanted to avoid.

So I tilted my head a little towards the left indicating him to stop but he buried his face in my neck as if trying to hide himself from someone. I wanted to push him away but could not. As his hands held me tightly and I didn't want him to wake up completely. Not realising that I already had.

I secretly liked what he was doing but didn't want to accept it. He stayed still for about half an hour. I could not sleep as I was busy feeling him breath on my neck.

The area of my neck getting cool when he breaths in and then warm and ticklish when he breaths out. I was so much into it that I didn't even realise that his right hand was on my left boob. Is he doing this intentionally?

I thought to myself. I could not believe it as Liam knew I was still a virgin. And eventhough we kissed a few hours ago I don't want to have sex with him.

I respect and love him with all my heart and doing this with him is like committing a sin to me. I pulled his hand away from my boob but instead of repositioning himself to the other side of the bed, his hand gripped my throat. I was shocked and looked at him in confusion.

His eyes were wide open. Without wasting anytime, he smashed his lips against mine.