I fell in love

"I guess theres four"

Doctor=bold
Nadirah=this shit
"Oh sorry Nadirah umm there is something special"
"Ok what is it"
She shows me the screen
"Ok so you see that"
She points to what I see are two dots. I am confused at first and then I realize.
"Great theirs two of them"
"Actually Nadirah there is 4"
"I can't deal with this right now. What do you mean 4 wasn't it hard for me to even get pregnant with one how 4"
"Nadirah I don't know but it's a miracle. Umm so you are 1 month and 2 weeks pregnant. Just call me if you need anything ok"
"Yes thank you doc"
"Your welcome and congratulations"
She gets everything together and heads out the door. On the way out I hear her say something.
Then I see Billie standing in the door way. Sariah hugs me and leaves. I get up and give Billie the death stair.
Billie=this shit
Nadirah=bold
"Oh and while you were out with your family or whatever at the most important and scariest time I called my family doctor she came over and did a ultrasound and it looks like I'm pregnant with 4"
"Four"
"Yes four billie and I understand that you have feelings too but you could have at least been here when I woke up or when I saw the tests or when the doctor came and told your parents and family tmr. Billie I needed you and you weren't there. I had to go through it with Sariah and that's not her job she has a life. YOU did this YOU didn't pull out Billie and now we have to deal with the results."
"Nadirah I'm sorry I wasn't there I was just in my head. And I'm sorry I didn't pull out but look now we are going to have four beautiful children."
"I'm not going to keep my hopes up and you shouldn't ether. I might miscarry so. I'm just going to go to bed ok it's been a long day and I really don't feel good. I'm still mad at you but can you spoon me please."
"Whatever you want my love"
I go to my closet and put on a over sized t-shirt and go lay down. Billie takes of her shirt and pants and gets in bed with her underwear. She spoons me and then I go to sleep.
"TIMELASPE"
It's 2 o'clock in the morning and I get up to go to the bathroom because I am going throw up. Billie is by my side rubbing my back. We go back to the room and lay on the bed. I ended up going back to sleep while Billie and I are cuddling.
I wake up and it's now 1:00pm I slept in because I didn't feel good.
Billie=this shit
Nadirah= bold
"Baby you have to get up and eat please"
                       "No I don't want to"
"Nadirah I'm serious you have to eat you can't starve yourself you are not just feeding you anymore you are feeding four other humans so please can you just eat"
                      "It's not like it's going to stay down anyways. I'm just going to throw it up"
"But can you at least try"
                     "Fine"
"Ok what do you want"
                   "Umm can we order from the vegan place we went to last month"
" yes whatever you want princess. Do you want the same thing you had last time"
                   "Yes"
"Ok"
Billie orders the food and comes back in the bed with me.
"Billie you know we have to look for houses now"
"Ok we will just when you feel up to it ok. I don't want to go out and look for houses when you don't feel your best or when your at your lowest ok"
                  "Ok"
We hear someone knock on the door. Billie goes down to open it and then comes back up with the food I'm her hands.
"Ok here you go"
               "Thank you baby"
"Your welcome princess"
We eat our food. Once we are done we just cuddle while watching the office.
                "Hey guess what"
"What"
                "I looked it up and at 6 weeks it says that baby's are the size of lentil beans so I have 4 little beans in here right now"
"Well I can't wait to meet these little Beans. That's what I'll call them from now on my little beans"
                   "Aww that's cute. Wait what is we have two girls and two boys. You can have to the boys . Girls always stick together"
"Ok it's fine with me I got me and my boys"
We both google for a minute.
                   "Billie this pregnancy is going to be tuff especially with 4 baby's and I'm not even supposed to be able to have 1. And im really scared what if I lose one or all off of them it's gong to be my fault."
"Hey look at me. I can't say that you won't lose any of them and I know that you can't stop thinking about losing any of them but we just have to do whatever we can to try to prevent that in our part. I know that sometimes things happen and you can't control them and sometimes it hurts but we just have to live in the present. Because yesterday is history tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift that is why it is called the present. So let's try to focus on the gift and not the mystery ok"
                         "Who knew the one and only Billie Eilish could speak like that. Btw your gonna make me cry. And ok I'll try to focus on the gifts and not the mystery's"
"Yea even thought I was home schooled I still learned a fe things"
We both laugh until we fall asleep
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Hi guys. This chapter is so cute it's really just about their relationship.Anyways thank you sooo much for over 200 reads again I didn't think anybody would actually read this. When I am done with this book I might make a second one about the kids story's or just a second book to this one. Anyways I hope you enjoyyyyy.😊
4/2/21