I fell in love

"Talking through it"

                     (Nadirah's POV)
I wake up thinking the lost of my baby's was dream until I realized that I'm in a hospital bed. I start to ball my eyes out.
                     (Billies POV)
I wake up next to Nadirah and she's crying. Like nonstop crying. I feel so bad for her. I know she probably thinks it's her fault. I just wish I could make her feel better. "Baby's it's ok I'm right here" I just let her cry into my shoulder until she falls back asleep.
Once she falls back asleep I get up and call finn. I really need to talk to someone I can't do this.
Billie=bold
Finn=this shit
The phone rings and then he picks up
Hey what's up Billie
            "Finn I can't do this I want my baby's back and I hate seeing Nadirah like this please I can't do this. What is I fall back into that place again."
I basically sob into the phone
"Billie calm down. Did they tell you when they are going to let her out."
           "Yea they said that she is going to be discharged at 2:00 because there is nothing more they can do."
"Ok well it's 1:30 now start getting your guys stuff together and then call me when you guys are abt to leave so I can pick you guys up. Also I know to bring Claudia so don't worry."
              "Ok thank you Finn"
"I'm your brother bil. I will always be here for you no matter what."
              "I know I love you and I'll call you when we are abt to head out."
"Alright bil I love you too."
I hang up the phone after that. I pull myself together because I have to be strong for Nadirah.
I take a few deep breath's and then I walk back into the room to wake Nadirah up.
Nadirah=this shit
Billie=bold
"Babygirl it's time to wake up"
           She does not wake up
"Mama come on we are abt to leave baby"
              "I don't want to get up"
"I know baby but we have to go home"
    She eventually gets up and groans
"Baby look at me"
She looks up
" We will get through this ok. I know it's going to be very hard but we have too. We don't want to dwell on it ok. I know that they would both want us to move on and be the best parents to their siblings. The world just was not ready for our little beans yet"
" I know Billie but I want my baby's I can't do this"
"Yes you can and don't you dare blame yourself bc I know that's what you were abt to do. It's no ones fault."
"I can try but only for these ones. Billie we already picked out the cribs"
"I know mamas we will leave them for the future baby's ok we're going to be ok."

A/N
hey guys srry for not posting any updates. life has been pretty crazy. i had this story sitting i just never posted it. i'll post often again but hope u enjoy😌