I fell in love

"The lost"

                        (Billies pov)
She takes Nadirah into the hospital and pass the doors. I take this time to call my family and sariah.
Maggie:this shit
Patrick:underline
"Mom, dad Nadirah is in the hospital"
"She had to get up to go to the bathroom like every other night but this time it was blood. They just toke her back. She passed out in the car please hurry I'm scared text Claudia and Finn ima go tell Sariah. Please get here quick."
                        "Y-yea ok here we come just try to stay calm"
              "Ok we are coming just keep calm we love you see you soon"
"Ok I'll try and I love you too bye"
I hang up and call Sariah.
"Hey Sariah I'm sorry to call you this late at night but Nadirah is in the hospital."
I tell her all what happened and she says that's she is on her way. After I hang up I go into the hospital to ask what is happening to Nadirah.
"Hi im looking for Nadirah Mays I'm her fiancé the mother of her children" I say to the person at the front desk.
"Ok umm she is in room 351 just go up the hall and take a right and then go down and take a left and her room should be there" she says directing me where to go. "Ok thank you" I say as I start walking.

I walk up to Nadirah's room and see her doctor and Nadirah unconscious. I walk in the room.
Nadirah's doctors=this shit
Billie=bold
"Hey how are they doing"
              "So umm Nadirah is stable"
"Ok and what about the baby's what happened"
               "What happened was Nadirah had a miscarriage."
I blank out for a second after she said miscarriage. I just stand there as I feel a tear roll down my face.
"How many"
                  "Two"
I just shut down completely. We bought the cribs. We bought the four piece stroller. We were preparing for 4 not 2. All of a sudden I hear my moms voice and without hesitation I run to her and sob into her chest.
"Mom their gone we lost two. I want my baby's please"
I just stand there and cry as my mom holds me while the doctor explains everything. Then all of a sudden everything goes black.
Nadirah's POV
I wake up in a hospital bed. My head hurts a little and so does my stomach. Once I get back into reality I remember that I am pregnant.
Nadirah=bold
Sariah=this shit
"BABYS MY BABYS ARE THEY OK"
                "Nadirah I need you to calm down ok then I'll tell you everything but calm down take a deep breath"
I do a she says
                 "Ok I know this might be hard to hear but you had a miscarriage. That is what happened. You lost two but the other two are healthy and strong"
"NO NO my baby's I want my baby's please. Where Billie please I want Billie"
                      "Billie passed out. She in the room right next to you"
I just sob and sob. I want my baby's I want them to come back. I just lay there silent and numb. I just end up falling asleep so I don't have to live reality anymore.
Billies POV
I wake up in a hospital bed. I don't know what happened I think I passed out.
Billie=bold
Maggie=this shit
"Huh what happened did I pass out"
"Hi baby yes you did but the doctor said that your fine"
" ok how is Nadirah and the baby's"
"Their fine Nadirah woke up and Sariah told her the news. She asked for you but she told her that you passed out and that your right next door."
"Damnit I wasn't there when she needed me most fuck"
"Billie calm down. She is sleeping now but you can go and see her"
"Ok"
I get up slowly so I don't feel lightheaded and walk to Nadirah's room. I see her laying there curled up and I go lay next to her. When I get in the bed she cuddles me.
Nadirah=this shit
Billie=bold
"Billie?"
"Yes I'm right here babygirl"
"Are you ok. Sariah said you passed out"
"Yes I'm fine baby I was just overwhelmed"
"Billie I want my baby's back. Why did they have to go"
"I know mama so do I but we have to stay strong for the ones who are here"
" I know but I don't think I can. I don't wanna be here if I can't have all my baby's"
"Baby please don't say that we will get through it together. I know it won't be the same. I need you here. I want you here and I'm pretty sure your sister would want to see her niece and nephew. Which ever gender they are and ofc she is going to want to see you. So please stay I am begging you. We can have more children in the future."
She just stayed quiet and cuddled me more.
"I love you"
"I love you more"
"Impossible"
With that we both fell asleep.