wake up

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⚠️Tw abuse, yelling, rape⚠️

You wake up and when you do before opening your eyes you simply ask "sarah?" "WRONG ANSWER BITCH!" And than a slap your eyes burst open to see your father standing over you. You can only imagine what will come next so you curl up into a ball waiting for your kick or punch but something happened that's never happened before. You hear him take off his belt and say no one is at school. You think hes going to touch you again but instead he world you around making you undo yourself from your safety ball and feel a harsh hit to you check and you allow a single tear to fall but no more so he doesnt think I'm weak.

You look in his hand to see a belt you know this is only the beginning. "HOW DARE YOU THINK IM SOMEONE ELSE FAT WHORE!" He hits you many more times leaving bruises and welts wherever the belt seems to go. Arms ,stomache, and even face which hurt the most. After your beating you know what comes next he takes off his pants and you become numb and try to go to an alternate reality while you feel the jabbing pain in you. You think of the kind woman you saw today hoping she would come in and save you.

*punch* your snapped out of your thoughts by a pain in your nose that's now bleeding. He says "WHAT DID I JUST ASK YOU!!!" You answer "yes" not knowing what hes even talking about you just know that's what he likes to hear and he smiles but not a loving one a scary frightening one and soon you feel hands around your throat. "It wasnt a yes or no question!" he screams to you. You feel your heart pound "but it's always yes!" You think ti yourself but soon cant think only pain. You feel his grip get harder and the more you try to wiggle the less you can breath so you give up, laying there like a ragdoll while you think to yourself "I HAVENT EVEN LIVED HIW CAB THIS BE HAPPENING!" You start to shake with the thought of you dead and you father gets a kick out of this.

"You don't want to die?" He says sympathetically "well to bad" he says stone cold only tightening your grip which causes you to cry you would yell in pain but you-you can't even get air! You manage to croak a-air....please with that he shakes his head no and you start to feel it go black but soon feel the hard impact of the cold ground. "Your lucky your pitiful" he says as always. That's what's been drilled into your head since a youngster that no one ever loved you only pitied you.

Because of this you only had one friend collen he was amazing at times you really believed he loved you but your dads words always got un the way of truly believing.

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