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E L L A
Spending time with Ryan is different, every time I'm with him I feel something unusual, that I can't put into words, his vibes make me feel something I've never felt in my entire 18 years of existence. I might be feeling all these complicated, extraordinary emotions because he is attractive, handsome, hot but He is kind, caring, and sweet too. But I can't let his kindness, attractiveness, hotness take over me, and I can't fall for him. But falling for him is not wrong, right? I laughed at my thoughts because me falling for someone, is never gonna happen. But he is like an ocean of bliss in which I'm gonna drown, and the keyword is 'SOON'. HOLY DAUGHTER OF GODDESS, WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING? AN OCEAN OF BLISS? DROWN? JESUS, HELP ME.
I exhaled and stepped out of my car. I handed over all the shopping bags to Ryan, not that he complained about carrying them and we strolled inside our home.
The instant I entered the main hall I was squeezed into a tight and warm hug from my brother. I tried to squeeze him back but you can't squeeze a body like an iron poll. Honestly, they do care about me a lot, but when it comes to hugs they don't give a shit whether I'm able to breathe or not. He pulled out of the hug and kissed my forehead.
The moment my nostrils were freely inhaling and exhaling without any difficulty, I was once again squeezed into a tight hug, but this time I can squeeze the person back. My poor lungs. Veronica pulled out and smiled at me.
But the squeezing game didn't end there, grams squeezed me, I can feel her tears running down her face. I pulled out and wiped off her tears gently with my thumb.
"Umm I was in the Que to hug you too but I think you should breathe first" Stefano nervously joked, scratching his head. My eye widened in wonder when I saw Stefano, the first thing that came to my mind was 'why is he here? Was he waiting for me?'
I waste no time and hugged him and he hugged me back.
"Carolyn got an emergency from her home so she had to leave-" I cut Stefano off.
"What happened? Is everything okay with her?" I panicked.
"Yeah, they are more than okay, don't worry, her emergency calls are like 'come home you have to take care of you younger siblings' or 'bring groceries' or 'your dog is barking stop him' and being the elder sibling she has to do it" he explained and we nodded in understanding.
"Oh, but you shouldn't have-" I really wanted to finish the sentence, he shouldn't have waited for me! Why Italians are so good and kind. Sometimes I feel like I'm not worth his friendship.
