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E L L A
Blake dropped me home, after he revealed the heart-wrenching secrets, he became uncomfortable, so we decided to meet some other day. It wasn't only him who became uncomfortable, I was uncomfortable too but I didn't show it. Not everyone is perfect, many of us have committed sins, this was what my subconscious was saying because it wanted to defend Ryan. I felt uncomfortable because it wasn't Blake' place to tell me about what happened to Stefano's cousin. Stefano who calls me his best friend, if he didn't tell me about his cousin, then it meant he wanted to keep it a secret.
Then I realise Blake cared about no one but him, he can cross every limit to get what he wants. But then I thought, I should not judge someone so fast. My mind was messed up, part of me was defending Ryan and cursing Blake and part of me was cursing Ryan and defending Blake.
And everything was happening so damn fast, first Lauren and Ryan, second, Spending time with Blake which I rarely did in starting but now wherever I go he was there, third, a date with Blake, fourth, revelation of secrets, fifth, Ryan messing with my dress and closet and let's not forget how he still was messing with my brain. I was so done with all these fast and furious!
Exhaustedly I opened my room's door, strolled to the bathroom; I changed my dress and crashed onto the bed. I exhaled looking around my room, I realised it wasn't egged anymore. I buried my face into my pillow and inhaled an aroma of cologne? I don't use cologne, neither does Leo, why was I stating irrelevant facts when I already knew that only Ryan use this scented cologne. What was he doing in my bed? First, he invaded my privacy by entering my room then he destroyed my closet and then WHAT HE DID IN MY BED? Was a massive question for me!
Fuck, I need to calm down, slowly I closed my eyes and slept, dreaming about the one who broke my heart, yes, dream because the way he was stuck in my head I was finding it difficult to forget him and move on.
I woke up with a motive. A motive to confront Ryan about everything, a motive to get to know Blake, a motive to forget Ryan, but first I need to pee.
As I entered the hall the very first thing that I saw was Ryan shoving his tongue down to Lauren's throat, I wanted to gag my eyes. I clenched my jaw and left the hall. I will not cry for him, I will not cry for him but I did. I hopped in my car and drove off to the school, few tears escaped from my eyes. I hated myself for falling for him. I hated myself for crying over someone who was a piece of shit.
I stopped by Starbucks, ordered my white chocolate mocha, finished it on my way to the school, I parked my car in the parking lot but I was still sitting inside it. I played 'Blank space' by Taylor swift and closed my eyes, I never thought I will ever get to actually vibe to these songs but here I was and all the credit goes to Ryan King. Should I thank him for making me vibe with these songs or should thank him for ruining my life?
Finally getting out of my car I made my way inside the school, I took out my books and kept my bad inside my locker.
"Hi Ella" Lauren greeted me with a smile or may I say a fake smile, I showed no interest in her which made her angry but soon she covered her fuming face again with a fake smile "How was your date?" fucking fantastic! "Blake is a nice guy, he must have made you feel like a princess" she added.
