𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐒𝐄 ✓

30. WHY ME?

A N T O N I O

Why me?  What have I ever done to deserve this pain and ignorance? What have I ever done to Lauren and  Ella? Why do they treat me like a shit?  A useless shit? Am I that annoying? Am I that intolerable?  Whatever it is,  it's all me, I'm the defective one, it's all my fault. I've always been nice to everyone, even with Lauren. She always made bitchy comments about me. She hated my presence, she still does but I ignored all of it, her ignorance her hatred for me I ignored it.
When Leo and Ella arrived, I thought they were different from Lauren but it turned out different from my expectations. Ella was way different from Lauren, well that was what I thought in the beginning but here I am sitting all alone and regretting everything.
Ella was all unicorns and rainbows in the beginning but then in the end of the day, she showed her real colors.
Just because of Ella, Ryan wasn't by my side. And just because of Ryan's happiness I was silently taking all the ignorance and hatred, the same way I've been taking since Lauren started hooking up with Rayn.
What have I ever done to deserve this hatred?
It sucks to be the most hated person in the world.

I just hate being hated by everyone.

I sighed and headed to my car, I was exhausted from everything. I just wanted to go home and sleep.

I unlocked my car and opened the car's door and out of nowhere I was abruptly yanked backward by someone, I fought and tried to kick them so I could get out of their grip but they were stronger than me. I turned around and saw them, their faces were covered, and let's not forget they were all tall and muscular and scary.  Holy mother marry save me. Save your boy. I'm not even 18. A
Plus tomorrow is my birthday. Why me?

My heartbeat raised, and I started to shiver, my body paralyzed when I saw their knives. They were four, and I was one. They had weapons and I had none. They looked like agents of hydra and I was... Yes, I was Captain America.

I gained some courage and confidence and I kicked one of the guys in his abdomen and I proudly smirked, but my pride didn't last long, the guy seemed like I never kicked him in the first place. The other guy started coming towards me then the realization hit me, I was indeed Captain America but I had no shield with me. So I did what I had to, I ran, but they didn't let me. They caught me.

"LET GO OF ME" I screamed and threw my hands in the air, the third guy came and harshly grabbed my hands and tie them.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" I tried my best to release myself but in the end, due to lack of super solider serum, I failed.

They all dragged me in their car and pushed me in the back seat "At least tell me where are you taking me?" I questioned, I knew they will ignore me but still asked them.