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E L L A
Hey knight,
I don't know from where to start, I don't know if I should say sorry for being a jerk or maybe jealous? Or for treating you like a shit? I don't know why I am writing this letter when I know you will never get to read this, but I really need to get this out of my chest. Maybe I should start by writing how much I love you? Yes, I love you more than I ever loved anyone. Who am I kidding, I have never loved anyone in the first place. You knight, you are my first love and my last. You completed my life, you made me feel happy. You won't believe I imagine us, living together, having kids, I know I'm being paranoid but I can't help myself. You literally have consumed my mind, no, you have summoned my mind because you are my first thought when I wake up and you are my last thought before I fall asleep. You are my soulmate, my first love. Thank you Knight for making me a better person, for giving the love I never got, for making me happy, for helping me with everything, and for being my Knight. And thank you for not judging me for what I have done in the past. I never thought I will fall for you but here I am writing my first (love) letter for you.
I never wanted to get separated from you, I was even ready to go against granny, I was ready to fight against everyone who will try to take you away from me but how did I forget I am the most unlucky human in the universe. How did I forget the non-existing thing that you guys call god, will ever let me be happy? Antonio believes that Jesus will make everything better, but will he?
I hate Lauren, I hate Blake. I hate myself for the things that I said to you and I am happy that you know that It was a lie, I am happy that you are trying to save me but no one can save me from this shit. I tried to delete that video, but I failed. Lauren keeps threatening me that if I try to play smart, she will viral the video, she is using my weakness against me. She is using you to threaten me because she knows you matter a lot to me. You must be wondering what video I'm talking about. I'll tell you, Remember our first time? in the library? Yea, you are guessing it right. She recorded it, Lauren recorded it. But don't worry even if I have to die to save that video, I will. I will try my best to protect that video, I won't let anything bad happen to you, I promise.
I hope you one day we will be together or maybe one day I will confess my feelings for you and please stay away from Blake, I hate him! And I am guessing he and Lauren are planning something, which is making me scared.
I know you will never receive this letter but if you do just remember that I love you. And I might not be your first love, I intend to be your last, well that's what I thought but now things have changed. But you will always be my first and last.
Yours king.
Tears rolled down from my eyes as I read his letter, it's been three months, one week and eleven days since the accident.
"Are you kidding me? You are again reading that letter! And for fuck sake you are reading that in the school's library?" I turned around as I hear his voice, he frowned and sat beside me.
