A dysfunctional Family

Chapter 12 pt.2

When the news got told I swear my heart left my body. I started having flashbacks and I glanced at Bucky who had a series of emotions on his face that I couldn't read but I knew none of them were good.

My hands started shaking so I got up and left the conference room and started heading back to Buck's and I room while he was calling my name but I wasn't really listening, I was more focused on stopping myself from a panic attack and so far it was working but the memories were still coming back all at once.

"W-why didn't you tell me?" He asked me from the other side of the room

"I-I c-couldn't" I said looking at my feet

"You couldn't or you won't" He said folding his arms

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out so I just stayed silent

"Doll let me in , let me help you please" He said looking at me with pleading eyes

I looked at him as tears started streaming down my face cause I wanna let him in but I also don't want to lose him.

I sighed and walked over to him before looking up at him

"Ok I'll let you but first I have powers" I said looking at him

"You what" He asked me confused

Instead of tell him again l decided to show him so I turned around and used my powers to bring my phone that was on the nightstand by our bed to me and I looked at him and he has a shocked expression

"W-whoa how long have you had your powers"He said

"I was born with them" I said looking back at the floor again

"Hey, I'm not gonna treat you any different just because you have powers ok" He said making me look into his eyes

"Ok" I said giving him a small smile

I was really dreading telling him the rest of my past cause I never told the girls about what happened

"I-I was physically and sexually abused by my dad at the age of 5 and my mom let him but one night my mom wasn't home and my dad got drunk and he um he raped me" I took a deep breath before continuing " I ended up running away from my parents house and I moved in with my aunt and I told her about my powers and she taught me how to control them." I finished and looked at him

Bucky looked heartbroken at what I jus said but I'm nowhere near the sad part yet

"I found out a short time later that I could also read people's mind and see their fears and dreams" I said messing with my fingers

"That's not so bad" He said

"I know I'm learning how to control it" I said

I'm mentally preparing myself for the upcoming topic

"I found molly at the age of 11 and she was 5 and she didn't have a family. She was covered in cuts , burns, and bruises so I brought her to my aunt and then my aunt and I basically took her in but we never really adopted her but she's basically like my little sister and I always wanted to protect her until HYDRA took me" I said wiping a tear away

Bucky pulled me into a hug and kissed my head then let me go signaling for me to continue

"Pierce introduced himself and then I had training with rumlow the next day and it was hard but then I messed up a few times and I didn't think he noticed so after he walked me back to cell and then pressed some buttons on keypad then me and him fought and he told me not to mess up again" I said looking at buck who was visibly tense so I grabbed his hand and he kinda relaxed