𝐓𝐎𝐗𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘 | 𝖠𝖵𝖤𝖭𝖦𝖤𝖱𝖲 𝖲𝖮𝖴𝖫𝖬𝖠𝖳𝖤

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟎𝟒

𝐉𝐚𝐞

I had no emotion nor any reaction since the past couple of minutes that when by. I had taken a couple of cigarettes down my lungs with my bloody hand that I punched a brick wall with out of anger and self disappointment.

CJ is dead and Rae isn't answering his phone. I figured that if Rae isn't answering her phone and wasn't at the house when Journey and the others got home, then she must have been taken.

I was sitting down on a park bench not far from Avengers Tower and I heard heels stepping towards me. I found it was Nat. I took a puff of my smoke and clean the stick.

"When did you smoke?" Nat asked breaking the unfelt tension from each other.

"I didn't." I said unsure what to say and shook my head, my eyes were still from my small high from the smokes and my crying.

"What happened that caused you to get this?" Nat asked and placed her hand on my knee softly just like the tone of her voice.

I couldn't answer that question cause it would just get my emotions amped up. I took deep breaths and threw the cigarette to the grass.

"Um- Rae's missing and um, they trashed the house. Dae and Seo-Ah texted me a couple times before I called them." I said going with Rae's problem first.

"Well, we can help, we can find her-"

"That's not all. It's CJ, he-" I said before my eyes were slowly and painfully watering, clouding my vision. I couldn't hold it back and rest my face in my knees.

"Jae? Jae, what about CJ? Talk to me." Nat said holding my body in her arms while I sob loudly from my muffled mouth in my oversized sweater.

"I had a vision about this race going in Japan and one car was familiar to me and it blew up. And then when Dae told me that he was dead and- I- I watched him die." I said breaking down in front of Natasha.

"And I didn't do anything. I just watched, and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, C." My breathing was heavy and hitched from the sobbing.

I could feel the others worried about me from feeling my sadness and Nat was breaking down softly with tears streaming down her face.

"Jae, look at me." Nat said and I did, she combed back my hair and stared at me.

"Yes."

"It is not your fault that he died. Or that he got into the crash in the first place. And he wouldn't want you to feel guilty about this either." Nat said and I wiped away my tears. I inhale deeply and nod before I stand up.

"We're gonna find Rae and bring her home." Nat said standing up as well.

"No need. I already know who it was. I gotta go and see him. I'll be back in two days." I said before Nat was confused at where I was going.

"Where are you going?" She asked.

"Tokyo. I'm bring CJ and Rae home." I said before leaving the small park. There was someone I needed to see before anything.

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After looking at the house and see all the windows broken and everything inside was all wrecked, I stayed with Dae, Seo and Journey.