Chapter 12 Ryan's P.O.V

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   This is the 5th day I threw up everything in the schools bathroom. I'm so stressed and have no one to go to. I don't have any friends, no one will talk to me. I started failing all my classes, my teachers hate me, my girlfriend hates, and I got kicked off the football team.

I'm overly emotional, the slightest things piss me off, and I'm on edge all the time. I'm so depressed that I feel numb and I don't give a fuck anymore. I am absolutely scared out of my mind because I'm gonna be a dad at 18. I'm too young and I'm scared I'm gonna fail. My best friend broke up with me and he was the only person who understood me. Rachelle's trying her best to keep me focused.

I finally gain some courage to leave the bathroom. It was super crowded because everyone is scrambling to get to there next classes. I can't be late again, if I get one more detention, I will get a 3 day dispensation and those don't look good on college applications.

I need to focus because I have a very import game today.

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