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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 23

I almost cried writing this chapter and it isn't even that sad I'm just an emotional person 

"The aftermath of it all is what kept me close"

SAGE WALTMORE

I HAD TAKEN A fresh shower. I rubbed the cheek that had been previously hit. It's slightly bruised but I don't think it's noticeable.

Draco is still asleep. I hope he doesn't wake up.

We hadn't slept in his bed last night. It's not like I wanted to in the first place, it's not as if I wanted to fall asleep into his arms. But he's right, I really do have not a single person to turn to besides him.

If he leaves me I have no one.

I discovered a box in Draco's bottom drawer. It had two packs of cigarettes, a lighter and a bottle of liquor.

One of the cigarette packets were already open. Draco or someone else like his mates have used 4.

Draco wouldn't use 4 in a row. I think.

I quietly light one of the cigarettes, trying not to wake him up. My mother would be disappointed but she can't blame me because she didn't think to understand me in the first place.

I was often told to stop crying when I cried.
No one ever told me it'd cause problems in the future. Now that I think about it, my mother and father had horrible parenting.

They'd say I needed to be respectful but had me built respect on fear of them.

Maybe when I'm older I won't be smoking twice a day or pop pills with Pansy. I won't drink either I'd be perfect.

"Haven't I told you to stop smoking?" Draco asked.

"Not to mention you're smoking on my bed" He adds.

Fuck off.

I took a deep breath and brought myself to face him. Do not come over here. "Yup, I've heard that before" I sigh. He did exactly what I didn't want him to. Come over here.

He kneeled down in front of me, examining my face. "Let me see your cheek"

He grabbed my chin, holding it between his thumb and index finger. He turned my face to the side, examining the place where I was slapped.

"It's not that bad" He chuckled. I pushed away his hand furrowing my eyebrows when I turned to look back at him. "You think it's funny?" I ask.

"That I hit you?" He asks. I begin to pick up the cigarette but Draco snatches it. "You lost your sense last night love" He whispered. "I needed to help you find it"

Her pressed the tip of the cigarette onto the baggy white shirt I wore. "And stay out of my bottom drawers. I mean it." He slowly stood up but stopped to kiss my forehead before standing up fully.

I feel horrible.

Not the kind of horrible where you feel sympathy for a person.

I feel shitty, embarrassed and just horrible.

My eyes stung, as if someone poured alcohol into them. My palms begin to grow sweaty by the second and my vision gets blurry. Not from bad eyesight.

Crying.

I wish I could stop fucking crying.

A hot tear runs down my cheek. Or it's just me, my temperature that's hot. Draco takes a deep breath as he can't bare to see me cry. He slowly took a seat next to me, causing the bed to sink.

"You were always pretty when you cried" He said. Another tear crawled down my cheek.
You are sick.

So fucking sick.

"And if I'm sick then what are you Sage?"

My eyes grow wide. "What?"

He wraps his arm around my back, burying his chin into my hair. My head leaned on his shoulder.

"Let's be happy" I insisted. "We are already happy" He replied.

"Oh, fucking hell Draco!" I shouted. I immediately stood up, not wanting to be wrapped in his embrace. "What's wrong?" He asked. "You! That's what's wrong! I'm trying so fucking hard and you pull this shit. Please—God just stop. I'm legitimately begging you to stop. I'm not happy and it's not about if you feel as if I'm saying I'm manipulating you anymore it's about you driving me crazy! Just take me to your Mum's house or to Paris let me smoke if I want let me drink let me pop four bottles of pills if it's necessary just—Stop acting like a mad man and fuck me til I can't be fucked anymore kiss me until my lips loose it's moisture and treat me like your princess!" I beg.

I loose my breath.

"Don't treat me like a little girl, please don't" I whisper.

"And stay the fuck out of my head" I add on.

Draco's expression is blank. Just say something.

More hot tears fall down my face. "Yeah.." He softly says.

"Yeah what?" I ask. "Yeah..I'll take you to Paris I'll do anything for you" He says.

A smile creeps up my face. I can't help but smile, just hearing the words come out of his mouth. It's relieving.

"Really?" I ask. "Yes really" He says with a smile.

I giggle with happiness and relief.

I walk up to him immediately hugging him. Sticking to him like a magnet.

Even a box of chocolates would be enough for me. He's gorgeous like this.

This is relief.

"Lovely, you keep more promises than you can count"

Vote or I'll tickle your feet when you're sleeping.
I was physically hurting writing this chapter.
I feel really bad for her.
Anyways thank you for reading!