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I got a boyfriend.
I couldn't explain what I am actually feeling right now. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko. I don't want to be hypocrite, okay? I admitted that I am also one of the teenage girls who dreamt to have a boyfriend. I always day dream about it and wished to feel what it feels like to be in relationship. I think it's normal.
But now I have it, I don't know what to feel anymore. Is this still normal?
Jacob Hugh is one of the hottest varsity player in our University. He is the every girls dream. He got the perfect buff body, perfect face and perfect life. Just so-so in academics but still acceptable. I am not gonna deny that I also had a crush on him. Only my friends know about it yet they betrayed me. Thanks to Selena, the news spread like a deadly virus.
Hindi na rin masama. Tinulongan ako nina Selena at Sophie na ireto kay Jacob kahit no'ng una hindi ko naman gusto. Pero siyempre, aangal pa ba ako kung minsan lang ito mangyari sa buong buhay ko? Wala pang may nanliligaw sa akin dahil sa mata ng iba, weirdo ako. At si Jacob ito, parang na rin nakahuli ako ng malaking isda sa gitna ng dagat.
Another thing is, ito rin ang unang beses nagkaroon ako ng crush. Sa totoo lang, nahawa talaga ako sa trip nina Selena. Wala talaga akong interest sa mga lalaki no'ng una pa lang at hindi ko alam kung bakit. But Selena words influence me a lot that it made me think that it is a right thing to do. Parang na nga niya akong aso na sunod-sunoran sa kanya. Well, I was a fool.
"Hindi na naman tuloy date natin?"mahinang tanong ko kay Jacob.
Kakatapos lang ng last period ni Jacob para sa hapon at nandito ako sa labas ng classroom niya para sumundo sa kanya. May usapan kasi kami na ngayon ang araw ng date namin. Ngunit mukhang hindi na naman matutuloy.
Even if he won't say anything but I could still see in his eyes. I wanted to deny it but who am I kidding? It's the same face I see whenever he is running out of words to say.
Napakalot na lang ito ng kanyang ulo. He isn't even looking at me, parang iniiwasan niya magtama ang mga mata namin. Kahit noon pa man, hindi ko alam kung ano ang problema niya sa akin.
"Look, I am sorry. Si coach kasi..."tanging sabi nito.
Kung ako tatanungin, okay lang naman sa akin dahil alam kong doon siya masaya. It's his passion. Buong buhay niya ay basketball na ang kasama niya, and I don't want to destroy it. I don't want to be selfish. I promised to myself that I will support him to everything that made him happy. That's what a girlfriend should do, isn't it?
But this day is special for me... For us. I hope he didn't forget because my system would be dead if he did.
"Okay lang... May ibibigay sana ako sa'yo."I said. I was about to take that 'thing'in my bag whe Jacob stopped me.
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