42. Alone.

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Once again.
I was alone
Walking my own lane
Fighting against all odds
Alone.
One could never get used
To the loneliness
As it creeps in on dull days.
Alone.
Humans seemed to crowd the space
Around me
Never the emptiness
Inside me
It was there I knew
I was alone.
Always been.
Aways will be.
Letting go came easy.
I couldn't allow myself to hurt 
Healing was a process
For those seeking happiness
I was fine looming
In my own melancholy story.
Always hoping for a gloomy day
No sunshine or rain.
Alone.
Where I gain the strength
To wipe my own tears
It seemed better that way.
No one to hold
No one to hear my silence
No one to depend on
Alone
A word many refuse to use
and accept.
Truth was  
I started this journey alone
I should mind losing myself on the way
I shouldn't mind losing you.
After all in the end.
I will be alone
Like a lone rogue
Where survival matter most
Than comparison for oneself 

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