See you soon ~ Book 1 Natasha RomanoffxReader

Night

꧁✰𐬼𐬽𐬼𐬽𐬼𐬽𐬼𐬽𐬼𐬽𐬼𐬽✰꧂

Bang!

Bang!

Bang!

Just like that he was dead. I walked over his body and kicked off my stilettos walking over to the computer. I taped on the keyboard a few times and quickly got the information I needed. I waited for it to download onto the Usb, so I took off the tight dress I wore and pulled my loosely curled hair up in a pony tail. I walked to my purse and pulled out my suit and activated my tracker so they knew where to get me.

I pulled up the zipper, then heard something. " Harold? Harold, honey, what are doing up this late-" A woman said dresses in a very pricey nightgown/ silk robe.  Who stoped when she saw him. She screamed " Harold! Oh my God, No no no no!" She cried taking the man in her arms then looked up at me " What did you do?! How could you!?" Her voice echoed. I slowly walked over to her, gun in hand. I stoped right infront of her dead husbends feet. The sound of my footsteps echoing off the walls and in my ears.

She shook her tear stained head " Please..." She begged. I raised my gun and shot her in between the eyes. " Hail Hydra..." I stood there for a moment just staring at the two lifeless bodys infront of me. I lifted my head to a beep from the computer, I walked over the bodys and to the computer.

I saw on the computer ' Download compleate'. I took the usb and walked through the house to kill anyone else near. I opended a door and saw a child, 12-14. I shot him before he could wake. I looked for about 15 minutes and saw or heard nothing. I walked out of the large home and surely enough there was a black car. I got in and the driver pulled out of the driveway before the police pulled in the driveway.

BANG!

I shot up in a panic, my breathing rapid and uneven. I looked over and saw Natasha on her side sleeping. I drape  my legs over the bed and sat up slightly. I took a few deep breaths and closed my eyes. I looked over at the clock, and in anoying bright red numbers read 2:18. Great. I have gotten oficialy 47 minutes of uninterrupted sleep. New record, yay.

Resting my elbows on my legs, I rubbed my face as an attept to wake myself up. Which failed, like always. I stood up and creped over to the sink, carefully walking over the floorboards. This was the 15th nightmare I had since Nat just came back into my life.

Dispite everything, we were doing okay. I was slowly starting to remember, mostly what Hydra did to me. I placed the glass in the sink and turned the handle and waited as watter filled the glass. I probrably should tell Natasha about my nightmares, but she seems so happy. Who am I to ruin that? Seconds later I turned the handle again turing off the running water. I picked up the glass and took a sip. I set the glass and just stared at nothing.

I felt a hand on my shoulder instantly I smash the glass and grab a larger piece and I turn around swipe my leg under someones feet makeing them fall holding both hands over their head and a peice of the glass to their neck. I then realize it was Natasha. I quickly freeze with guilt. I let het her go and stand up. " I...I'm-" I try to say but my guilt and anxity preventing me from doing so. " I didn't..." I say helplessly shaking my head.

Natasha stands up and quickly walks to me. " Hey, it's okay. You didn't hurt me." She says calmly. I take repeated breaths and back up to the wall. Just no mater how many breaths I took it was like I still couldn't breathe. " Lia, hey. It's me, focus on me alright."  I heard Natasha's voice. I sunk to the floor with tears wanting to fall.

Quickly Natasha took my hands in hers. " Liana. Listen to me, just breathe. " I closed my eyes trying to hopelessly disappear. I felt Natasha pull me in her arms and rub my back soothingly. " Lia, listen to my voice. Take a breath and hold it then count to three." She said calmly. I took a breath and held it best i could " One...Two...Three..." Tasha says peting my hair and rocking me in her arms.

I released my breath and Natasha counted quietly to three again. I took a few more breaths and soon we were just sitting in silence. I was numb, an all to framiliar feeling. " Do you remember, when you first had Ice cream?" Natasha asks randomly. I nodd my head slightly. Nat laughs quietly. " Your eyes were so wide, and you actually smiled." She says laughing at the end, which encurages me to smile slightly.

We sat like that for another ten minutes. " You feeling better?" Natasha whispered in my ear. I still didn't talk, I just nodded. " Want to go back to sleep?" I suddenly rememberd my nightmare. I shook my head " No.." I croaked out. " Okay. Do you want to watch a movie?" She asks. I lift my head from her chest. " I just want you..." I mumble looking over her face.

Natasha leans forward and kisses my forehead. I just close my eyes and lay my head on her shoulder. I felt her head lean on mine one hand rubing my back and her other hand brushing through my hair. " I'm sorry I woke you..." I aploigise. Natasha sighs " You have nothing to be sorry for. You don't have to apoligise." She says warmly.

" You have no idea how happy I am." And I can just hear the smile in her voice. I scoff " On the run, eating junk food, staying in a crappy hotel?" Natasha laughs " Yeah, but I'm with you again. That's all I want or need." She says. I wrap my arms around her waist. I sigh, if I am being honest this was the most peacefull moment in my life.

" Come on, we need to get to sleep." Natasha says pulling me off her. I groan. " Can't we just stay here for a bit?" I ask refusing to let go of Natasha. " No, you and I need the sleep. Plus the bed is warmer then the floor." Natasha responds standing up as I finially let her go. " Please?" She asks innocently tilting her head and holding out her hand. I eventually cave in, takeing her hand I stand and we crawl into bed.

I lay down first and gesture natasha to lay on me. She does resting her head on my chest, legs on either side of my body and her arms wrapped around me.   I lay one hand on her back and play with her hair with the other. Eventually she falls asleep still on top of me. I just lay my head back and stare at the ceiling. Not because I wasn't tierd, but because I was terrified.

I just don't want to be dreaming one moment then screaming the next. I am so confuesed, nothing makes since. I only know two things. One, The only life I had was chosen for me, and two, I love Natasha and I have and will kill to protect her. Right now she is the only person or thing that makes since and all I care about.

After about 25-30 minutes, my eyes begin to flutter shut before I force them to open. That happened on repeat for a while, until I give up with a yawn. I close my eyes and pull Natasha closer to me.

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Sooo yea I know I said I was gonna give Lianna and Natasha a break  but...... I mean that's not compleately an option. Also, come on, you probrably should have seen this comming.

Anyway I hope you liked this chapter.