( I am very nervious for this chapter, I hope it's okay.)
I just drove, no destenation. Just fallowed the road. And we just sang and laughed without a care. Liana had her hand out of the window laughing looking at me then the raod and everywhere. This was defenitaly one of the happiest days in my life and it was gonna get better soon.
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(Liana's Pov)
We drove till the sun begain to set. Natasha at some point drove off the main highway. I continually asked " Where are we going?" and only got a smile and " You'll see." It was bugging me but I chose to wait.
We eventually stoped. I look around and we were at a cabin/lake. I looked to Natasha. " What are we doing here?" I ask looking outside. " Well, neither of us have been in a cabin." She says. " What if they find us?" I ask. " Do you trust me ?" She asks. I look over to her. " Yes, I do." I answer. "Then you don't have to worry." She answers. " Let's go, there's more. " She says getting out of the car and grabing the bag with her clothing, which I constantly 'Barrowed'.
I open the door and step outside and instantly the fresh natural air hits me. I look over the lake and see the sun start to set. Natasha was defenitaly up to something. I go to grab my bag and then fallow Natasha inside. When I walked in there was a kitchen, a liveing room with a fireplace, a dinning table, and a set of stairs that went up, there were also glass slideing doors. I'd have to see what's out there soon. " Hey, Bed's up here." I hear Natasha's voice. I look up and see her smileing and looking down over the railing. I smile back and walk up stairs.
Upstairs was two large windows and a large bed with a closet to the side. Natasha was already unpacking, I also begin to unpack. And after about 10-15 minutes we were done. Natasha told me to wait upstairs untill she was ready so I did so. Laying on the bed, I heard Tasha's footsteps going inside and out repeatedly. And the occasional opening and closeing of the slideing door.
And very soon I heard Natasha come up the stairs. I heard her approach the bed and I lift my head up. " You ready?" She asks smirking. I looked at her trying to read her and try to find out what she was planing, but she gave away nothing. " Yes?" I say, she chuckles and I tilt my head. Why was she laughing? " What's funny?" I ask. " You. You are so cute when you are confused." She answers. And I was still confused, how was being confused cute?
Natasha laughs again before taking my hand lifting me from the bed. " Come on, you are gonna love this." She says smileing. I walk with her down the stairs and she stops abruptly. Then she walks behind me I fallow her with my eyes. " What are you doing?" I ask uneasy. " Don't worry. It's apart of the surprise. I'm just going to cover your eyes with my hands." She explains softly before covering my eyes with her hands like she said. " See? It's alright..." She reasures.
I nod slightly, and now relying on my other sences and Tasha to know where I am. " Okay, we are gonna walk straight, about 8 steps." She says, and then we walk the 8 steps, my foot hits a carpit that was in the dining room. " Now we are going to turn left, 9 steps." Tasha informs. So we turn left and walk 9 steps. I felt a cold breeze from outside. " Why are we going outside?" I ask. " There's a small step going down." Tasha says ignoring my question. I set my foot outside and take a step onto the pourch. Then we are both outside. I smelt something burning.
" 2 steps." Natasha says. I take the 2 steps and hold my hand looking for the railing. I find it and rest my hand on it. " 3 steps then turn a little to the right." Natasha says clearly exited. I walk down the three stairs and turn slightly to the right. " Ready?" She asks. I nodd and Natasha removes her hands and I blink a few times to adjust to the light. Then I am starstruck.
The sun was setting making the sky shades of orange and yellow and the sky reflected off the water like a mirror. And there was a fire with some things Nat got from the store, and there were benches made from other trees. " Do you like it?" She asks steping next to me. I look to her then hear birds, I look up and see them pass us over head. I smile and look back to her. " I love it. " I tell her, but I wasn't talking about the scene around us.
She smiles even brighter then before and takes my hand to sit at a bench that faced the water. She took out marshmellows, chocolate, and graham crackers. " What is that for?" I ask. " S'mores. It's like a burger." She exlpains. taking a marshmellow and running a stick through it. " Have you ever done this before?" I ask. " I think so, on a trip I took with Barton and his family." She answers, holding the marshmellow over the fire.
" Who's Barton?" I ask, she's never mentioned him. Only Steve Roggers ( Captian America ). " He's a friend. He helped me find a place in the world. He gave me a new life. Maybe you'll meet him someday." She says. After a while we started talking about the 'Avengers', who were people with special abilities that would protect the world. She told me each of their names. Clint Barton, Thor, Bruce Banner, Steve Roggers and Tony Stark. When she said Stark I froze. I knew that name, I knew that his mother and father was killed by the Soldier. I knew His father had made a recreation of a serum that made Captian america. A modified version of the serum Stark made was, as of this moment, running through my veins.
Thankfully Natasha didn't seem to notice. And soon there were two s'more for us. When I tried it I was a little overwhelmed, it was sweet and sticky. The chocolate melted in my mouth and was smooth and sweet. Natasha and I made more as we talked about things. Like music, movies she wanted to watch with me and stories about her and Barton. She told me how memorable budapest was. Natasha and I took turnes taking pictures to print later. I was happy, really happy.
And sometime during our conversation, we ran out of the graham crackers. But we were done makeing marshmellows today. Soon we fell into a comfertable silence. We just looked at the fire holding hands. I studied out hands. Her hand was soft and held mine, I ran my thumb along her skin and suddenly felt guilty. I felt guilty for not being there, for leaveing her alone, then telling her to leave. I remeber watching her go, and the way it ripped me to peices. Then her memory fadeing away day by day. Then the next time I see her, I shoot her and nearly killed her.
I knew there were tears in my eyes, but I didn't dare let them fall. " What is it?" I hear natasha ask softly. " I'm sorry..." I whisper. " What for?" She asks me again. " Everything. For letting you go, for hurting you." I admit. Looking to her " No. You didn't leave me, you never hurt me." She says holding my face and whipeing away my tears. " I tried to kill you..." Natasha shakes her head. " No, Hydra tried to kill me. They just tried to use you. You could never do anything to change the way I look at you." She says, smileing sadly. " How do you know?" I ask barely able to look her in the eye. " I just do." She says softly
I take a breath. " Don't worry, I'm never leaveing you." She says. whipeing away more tears that fell. " You wanna know why?" She ask. I take another breath to try and calm myself down and nodd. " Because I love you. Then, now, and forever." She says.
I look at her eyes, that were a vibrant green from emotion. I just looked at her face. Mostly her Lips. They were plump and tinted pink. And how close she was to me, if one of us moved a few inches closer... I then knew I wanted to kiss her. I raise my hand to hold the side of her face. She leaned into my hand and smiled. " Can I kiss you?" I ask above a whisper. " Do you want to?" She asks me. " Yes." I say in a trance she put me in. I lean in closer testing the waters, and I knew I shouldn't go back. My eyes close and the closer I get and then I felt her lips on mine, and I knew what true joy felt like.
For the first time I felt true joy. And when she kissed me back I felt every ounce of her love. I pulled her closer and held her waist with my free hand. I don't know how to discribe her touch but to put it simply, it was heaven. Neither one of us wanted to let go, but when we pulled apart I almost couldn't open my eyes. When I did I saw Natasha with the light from the fire on her skin.
" I love you..." I say almost in a whisper. Natasha kissed me again then pulled away. " I love you too, Don't forget that." She says. I smile " Never..."
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Oh my God. I actually cried writeing this chapter I love it so much. I hope you guys liked it to.
I am so sorry for making you guys wait, but It was mainly because I was a lil nervous for this chapter. Idk why.
Anyway the next update won't take forever. Hope you liked it<3
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