The day I almost lose my breath
Is the day my world becomes a threat.
Every shadow I see,
All of them are very happy.
I search for whats left for me
Any air or water in the sea,
I couldn't find any
Cause there's nothing left for me.
I know I'll end this road alone
Every struggle and battle I type in this phone,
All of them are only for me
But I'm not a soldier they wanted me to be.
I am weak, I am a failure
I am a crybaby and not so pure.
I am doubtful in every way,
I can't trust myself when I wanted me to stay.
This is the most painful of them all,
Of all of the battles I fought for so long.
I didn't know that it is me who'll end me,
I didn't know I can end, even me.
I'm losing it, Every little bit of it,
I wish I am the one they wanted me to be
so that they'll love me,
Even though I'm still not Me.
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Her Broken Letters
PoezieThis is a compilation of the poems I wrote since the year I realized how beautiful writing your emotion was. The poems were a bit sad, some are inspired by songs, movies, or simply just by someone I stared at the bus station going to school. So, enj...
