Will You Ever Love Me? -AnuSeena Fanfic ✔

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Episode 186 (Watch it first if you haven't yet)

Anubhav Singh's POV:

I was relishing the pani puri (an Indian snack many girls are crazy about, including me!). Who in the heavens created this tasty food which never fails to uplift my mood? I am so crazy about it. "Bhaiya, ek aur dena!" I ask the street vendor and he looks at me, a bit tired. Why is he tired? As if you don't know? Mocks my conscience. Okk manybe i know. "Bhaiyya, ye plate pakka last hoga!" I give him a promising smile. I might be a DSP at my office but here i become a child hungry for Pani Puri. Just then my phone rings,

Amma: Beta, ghar kab aa raha hai? 

Anu: Abhi toh sambhav nahi hai Amma, bataiye kuch aavashyak kaam hai kya?

Amma: Nahi, itna bhi aavashyak nahi hai, bass keh rahi thi ki choorme ke laddoo banaye the toh Haseena ko ghar lete ana, use pasand honge, de dungi.

Anu: Ji Amma ham koshish karenge. Chaliye pranam!

I hang up with a look of guilt and embarrassment. I still hadn't told my mother that mine and Haseena ji's love was just a play, a mere act, nothing else. Or, maybe it was! I still couldn't get over the fact that i cheated someone who loved me so dearly. Haseena ji surely had fallen for me. But, was she still in love with me was the question lingering in my head from a long time. My appetite for pani puri was suddenly lost. Just then i heard the halting of an auto rickshaw at a distance. Came out the lady whom i was currently thinking about. She will surely live for 100 years. My goodness was she looking breathtakingly gorgeous. She really was the epitome of beauty. But I wanted her to be away from me, so that she doesn't hurt herself again.

Anu: Are, Haseena ji aap?

Haseena: Aap? Jai Hind Sir

Anu: Jai Hind! Aap?..

Haseena: Ham woh..woh actually..

Anu: Koi baat nahi, thik hai...ham samajh sakte hain. Aap jo kar rahi hain thik kar rahi hain.

Haseena: Ham samjhe nahi...Aap...

(And then Haseena's heel breaks and she slips and is about to fall when Anubhav holds her. They both share an eye lock while AnuSeena bgm continues playing in the background .

How do you look so beautiful? What should I do of this foreign feeling I have every time I see you? Is this love? And, if it is, will I ever receive your love again? Will you ever fall for me again? Will you ever forgive me and start anew?

How do you look so handsome? What should I do of this love i have for you, of this butterfly sensation i feel every time i see you? I know this is love. I know, I still love you. But, the question is, will you ever love me? Will you ever reciprocate my romantic feelings? Will you ever fall for me in the first place? I know this can happen only in my dream world but, what's wrong in thinking?

Haseena gets up with much difficulty but is again about to slip when Anubhav holds her. 

Anu: Aap aaj alag dikh rahi hain Haseena ji, matlab achhi dikh rahi hain.

Haseena: Shukriya Sir! Aap kuch keh rahe the..

Anu: Haan woh..aapke pehnave ko dekh kar ye prateet hota hai ki aap ya toh date pe jaa rahi hain ya date se aa rahi hain...jo bhi ho, hamein ye dekh kar atyant prasannata ho rahi hai ki aap 'move on' kar rahi hain.

I said this with much difficulty. For the first time in my life, i felt that i was saying only what my mind was suggesting and that my heart was totally against it. I felt a bit...umm..jealous!

Haseena: I am glad sir ki aapko aisa lag raha hai, but ham date pe nahi gaye the hamne ye kapde ek case ke silsile mein pehne hain. 

Anu: Ohh achha. (There was a relief sensation in my heart.) Dekhiye na Haseena ji, ek aap hain jo case ke liye kuch bhi karne toh tatpar rehti hain aur ek ham hain jisne apne karya ko hi apni zindagi bana li hai. 

Haseena: Ji sir...ye hamse behtar aur kaun jaan sakta hai. (I replied tauntingly.) Lekin aap yahan?

Anu: Haan woh ham thane ki routine visit pe aaye the, raaste mein ye pani puri wala dikha toh khane ruk gaye.

Haseena: Achha! Toh aaiye na Sir.

Anu: Nahi Haseena ji, aap thana incharge hain, bass aapse mil liye toh kaam ho gaya!

Haseena: Achha..thik hai toh ham chalte hain...

Anu: Haan..ek minute Haseena ji, woh hamari amma ne aapko ghar bulaya tha, unhone choorme ke laddoo banaye the, toh woh aapko dena chahti thi...kya aap aa sakti hain?

Haseena: Umm....thik hai Sir, ab amma....i mean Aunty keh rahi hain toh ham aajayenge, shaam 7:00 baje tak, kaisa rahega? (Why do i always embarrass myself referring to his mother as Amma? Get this one thing straight Haseena, she is just your 'aunty' okk? Nothing else!)

He nods his head in a 'yes'. I try to walk again, but was again about to slip just when Anubhav Sir holds me.

Anu: Ek minute Haseena ji.

He breaks off the heels of both my sandals carefully and throws them away. Now they had become more like flats but at least i would be able to walk now without tripping. It was impressive how he solved each and every issue skillfully. I smiled genuinely and thanked him.

Haseena: Thank you Sir! Jai hind!

Anu: Jai Hind, Haseena ji. Shaam 7 baje!

Haseena: ji

I walk past him heading towards MPT. I turn around to look at him, just in case he too is staring at me. To my dismay, he wasn't, I mentally slap myself , smile at my foolishness and continue walking.

I turn around to see if she's staring at me. But she wasn't, I look at her for some time. But then turn around telling myself that she is just not made for me.