when the romantic partner is sus! 😳 (jerma985 x reader)

chapter 2

you're dozing off to sleep, fading in and out of consciousness when you feel a comforting, familiar pair of arms wrap around you. "goodnight." you hear jerm's voice mumble into the crook of your neck. "night." you whisper back, falling asleep in his warm embrace.

you're alone. it's dark and desolate... you hear a loud growling sound and turn around to see a hideous monster. you try to scream as loud as you can but no noise comes out of your mouth. you speedily turn around and bolt out of the bedroom. "where's jeremy???" you mutter to yourself, dashing around your house. loud crashing noises are coming from outside. you yank open the curtains of the living room window and see jeremy's frozen lifeless body floating out of a nearby... space ship? you were so focused on finding jeremy that you didn't notice your house was floating in the middle of space.
you focus on trying to find earth, your eyes squinting as an attempt to zoom in on a small bluey-green planet you see far in the distance. your eyes begin to strain and ache so you shut them tight for a couple of seconds.
you open them when you hear a thud on the window you're standing infront of. your eyes open wide when you see that jeremy's frozen body starts breathing on the glass and writing something out. you begin to cry, as you are scared and lost. the writing in the glass reads "YOU DID IT. IT WAS ALL YOUR FAULT". you know exactly what he's talking about and you fall to your knees. you let out muffled sobs as you curl up into the corner.
"WHATS GOING ON?" you scream, desperate for an answer. however by screaming you unintentionally attracted the attention of the monster from before. it dashes towards you, a horribly edited picture of jeremy, a huge terrifying grin, his face so incredibly disproportioned from the sheer size of the smile. you shake and cry in place, knowing that this is the end for you. it's jaw unhinges and you scream as loud as you possibly can;

only this time you can actually hear your own voice ringing in your head.
"hey hey calm down it was just a bad dream y/n!"
you feel hands gently placed on your shoulders, contrasting yours which were tightly gripping onto the bedsheets for dear life.
"ohmygod..." you sob, using the back of your hand to wipe away your waterfalls of tears.
"it was just a bad dream... its ok y/n" coos jeremy, patting your head. you lean into his chest and focus on his heartbeat. slowly but surely, you calm your breathing and regain steadiness. "lets just go back to bed k?" says jeremy, laying you down beside him. "ok..." you sigh, still shaken up from your terrible nightmare.
your lovely partner had fallen asleep long ago, but after your horrific dream you were having trouble falling back asleep. you sit in your darling's streaming chair and browse the net. after watching a couple youtube videos your eyes begin to grow tired and start to droop. as you take slow blinks, a certain video thumbnail catches your eye.
your heart drops.
its the same picture of Jeremy, the monstrous one from your dream.
you blink rapidly to get a better look, but the tab randomly closes...
"what the fuck?" you mumble to yourself, scared out of your mind. you could really use Jeremy's comfort right about now, however, it wouldn't be fair to wake him at this ungodly hour. instead of waking him, you put on one of his old videos.. some game about a spaceship or something? amongst something? you can't really remember as you doze off to the sound of his voice coming from the speakers.
however, as you are drifting off, you hear what sounds like muffled maniacal laughter, and you SWEAR it sounds like the monster.......

"Hey hon, have I told you about my youtube/twitch channels?" asks Jerm, leaning on the couch. "no, I don't think you have, j." y/n responds curtly. "really?" says Jeremy, "well, I stream on twitch and make youtube videos. "That's so neat! how long have you been  at it?" "Not too long... I doubt I'm going to get far... All I want is to have a platform...I'd do anything." "You'll get one in no time! Just keep being  yourself."

You wake up and realize you fell asleep at the computer desk. "ugh...my  head hurts  so bad.. what has been with my strange dreams lately??  "

You get up to go make breakfast but see Jeremy  already cooking up some eggs. He turns around to face you and says "What's *CRACKIN*  y/n?". You scoff and grab a grape from the fruit bowl. "I'm doing  *GRAPE* thank you,". You both share a laugh before Jerm gets a look of worry in his eyes. 

"What's wrong honey?" You ask. "I have to do something today... It might be a while before i come back.. I might NEVER come back...". He mumbles the last part. "WHAT?!" You shout, "WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!?!". He doesn't answer and bores his eyes into the eggs in the frying pan. After a while of silence, he speaks up. "I made a deal a long time ago that i shouldn't have. Now I have to deal with the consequences." "What??! What deal?! Jeremy?" You call out for him but he's already putting on his coat and boots. 

"JEREMY?!?!?!?!?!" you shout, but alas, he's already walked out the door. You grab your phone and try to call him, only to realize that he left his phone at home. You run outside to try to stop him but he's long gone...

"Jerm... Please come home safe..."