when the romantic partner is sus! 😳 (jerma985 x reader)

chapter 1

warnings: blood?(brief mention)
word count: 929

your name is y/n. you are currently at home listening to music alone in your room, curled up in the blankets while your boyfriend jeremy(jerma985) is streaming. you hear him giggling about something from the other room and you begin to smile. you love jeremy so so sooo much :)

now playing: ghosting by mother mother

you lean back in bed and close your eyes. his voice had always helped you relax, even if it was from another room. he was... perfect. his soft hair, gorgeous blue eyes, comforting embrace. as you're resting your eyes you begin to reminisce about how you two met all those years ago.....

"dude stop it!!!" y/n shouts playfully, after being dowsed with water. they had been invited to a water fight summer party by some kids from school. "ill get you for that one!" they say, aiming their nerf super soaker scatterblast blaster straight at his head. they shoot the watergun and succeed in shooting the young man in the head. what they didn't plan for however, was him losing his balance and tripping, slamming his head into the pavement. y/n drops their nerf super soaker scatterblast blaster in shock and dashes over to see if he's okay, only to see him lying face down, head bleeding out onto the pavement. "HOLY SHIT!" exclaims y/n, what were they to do? it seems as if everyone had disappeared into thin air, and they had forgot their phone at home. there was no other choice but to use his... y/n picks up the phone and glances at the phone wallpaper before calling 911.

rather quickly, the paramedics arrive and y/n is invited to get in the ambulance with this mysterious guy and the doctors. they decline, they dont even know this guy! the doctors understand and drive away. y/n steps in their door when they realize they still have this guy's phone! oh no! whatever shall they do? in a panic, they start to search through the phone to find some kind of identification for the owner. while scouring the device they find the owner runs a.... twitch account? AND a youtube account? no matter, that wont help. y/n ends up learning a lot about this stranger. eventually y/n finds a couple phone numbers and is able to identify this young chap and figures that they will drop off the phone at the hospital tomorrow, as it was getting late. y/n looks at the phone wallpaper one more time, smiles, and swiftly falls asleep. its been a long day.

the next morning y/n wakes up eager to start the day and deliver the phone.
now playing: Take A Slice by glass animals
they throw on their favourite outfit (and do their makeup if they need to).
y/n grabs their car keys and bag, along with the stranger's phone. "i sure hope he's alright." says y/n as they walk out to their car, feeling guilty about what had happened. the drive to the hospital felt longer than it should've. y/n's hands were gripping the steering wheel so tight their knuckles went white. was it all their fault? what if they ruined his life? is he dead? these terrible thoughts rushed through their head, making it too hard to concentrate. because they were distracted, y/n wasn't paying full attention to the road. they cleared their mind and looked ahead, only to see their life flash before their eyes as they collided with another car.

darkness. only darkness. it was cold too, freezing even.

but then, there was light. a bright blinding light and a voice ushering them to come to... was this heaven?

y/n squinted as their eyes adjusted to the bright hospital lights.
"what happened..." grunts y/n, "where am i?". they get up to move but quickly stop, scowling and wincing at the immense pain throughout their body.
"hey, its ok, you're safe in the hospital now." they hear a familiar voice say. they feel hands in their hair and gentle fingers begin to massage their scalp.
"who are you?" mutters y/n, still disoriented from the crash.
"my name is jeremy, but most people just call me jerm. anyway," responds the voice, "you were at that party yesterday, with the water guns? remember? we had a blast there. something happened to me though. i cant quite remember, but i woke up to doctors telling me that you had saved me from bleeding out on the ground. i could've died! its only fair i do the same for you."
'jeremy... so thats his name...' y/n thinks. 'but he doesn't remember that *i* was the one who shot him! do i tell him?' wonders y/n. 'no, its better if i dont. he wont like me if i tell him.'
"oh and don't worry about my phone, the emergency services retrieved it from your car." says jerm, snapping y/n out their thoughts.
"i was driving here to return it to you..." grumbles y/n, feeling achey from the horrible accident. "you're not hurt, are you?" y/n asks jerm with eyes full of concern.
"im completely fine, only a few scratches and bruises," replies jerm, "sorry but i don't think i got your name! do you mind telling me?"
"oh! my name's y/n. sorry about not introducing myself earlier."
"no worries." says jeremy, grinning from ear to ear.

little did y/n know, they'd definitely get used to seeing that smile.